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Slaanesh

Slaanesh

Memento mori
Oct 23, 2019
52
20 years old but I feel much older physically
 
lost.ghost

lost.ghost

dissolving mind
Jan 25, 2019
110
OP, I'm 23 my dude.
Quick question for you, in one or two sentences, why do you want to suicide at 19?
I mean i've been suicidal since I was like 13, so I'm not judging, just curious as yourself :)
I have had trauma and mental illness my entire life. I attempted suicide twice at 12, was diagnosed with BPD at 12. This really has been a lifelong battle. I have horrible trauma that haunts me, and lifelong mental illness that will never go away
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
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Turned 25 a few weeks back.
 
Lotus

Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
235
24. No, mother, you will not see me walking down the aisle and I won't be able to provide you with grandchildren.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
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42, and going on my 26th anniversary of MHI. I think both ages are applicable.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
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24. No, mother, you will not see me walking down the aisle and I won't be able to provide you with grandchildren.

My mom used to make comments about me settling down with a woman, getting married, and having kids back when I was in my early 20s.

Now I'm in my late twenties and she asks me what I'll do with my retirement money when I die. Ha, I think she has slowly embraced the truth that her son is repulsive to the opposite sex since the last time I had a girlfriend was back in high school. Sad, I feel bad for her since she's a great mom and deserved a better son. Too bad I just don't measure up, but such is life I guess. Some people are so unattractive they'll never find love and I just so happen to be one of them.

I think not being pressured by my mom anymore bothers me more than when she did. At least she had hope back then that I'd be able to attract someone.

Oh well, hopefully my brother can pass on the family since he's had much better success in dating than I have.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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I'm so old I ride around on the scooters at Walmart.... 49
 
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rik

rik

This world is totally fugazi
Sep 19, 2018
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Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
27 hope to join the 27 club soon.
 
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HannahB

HannahB

Death is the true name of time.
Oct 29, 2019
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