How not to deviate from the planned plan

[wsx-rt]

How not to deviate from the planned plan according to STB, I'm waiting for my serial number to arrive and something is constantly distracting me, I'll talk to my father and other thoughts begin, and maybe it's worth staying alive, but the next day I feel bad again and I understand, that with my illness and diagnosis it's just hell and not life, I take antipsychotics and anti-pedalants and I feel very bad physically and mentally, I've gained weight from the pills and people think that I'm pregnant, and I have to explain that I'm just fat, and that's terrible . How to stay on target?

 

[Deviisdreaming-]

I really think you have to make sure you know what's important to you. Everytime you doubt your plan weigh the pros and cons of your choice. I'm pretty sure if you did that every single time you wouldn't continue to deviate from the plan.