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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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You mean injectible 400mg/ml N? That you can't get for any price. Only way is to break into a veterinary clinic and steal some from a locked safe, Oral poisons are far from the "gold standard." They have been around since ancient Greek times. Modern injectibles are really the gold standard - best we can get easily is H. Really sucks...
What is the concentration/mg/ml ratio of D's N?
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
2,734
63mg/ml. 6.3g per bottle
Thank you. I should have worked that out. Doh!

So dolethal is around 4x that then, right?

I can't help wondering what kind of number you would need to put to a vetinary assistant in order to obtain the 400mg/ml. I remember reading an article (I think from the UK) about somebody trying to steal from a vetinary practice after trying to catch workers outside and offering them money for N. It of course didn't go well as he was in the news so clearly not a success. Feel quite sorry for the guy in hindsight as you can imagine what followed for him. Must have been such a nightmare. I guess it's so heavily regulated that it isn't possible for anyone to sneak it out. Still can't help wondering if there's a number that would persuade someone to find a way. Find that person is probably just as hard though.
 
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4eyebiped

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My mom always said I was hardheaded so I imagine guns wouldn't be very effective for me.
 
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Thank you. I should have worked that out. Doh!

So dolethal is around 4x that then, right?

I can't help wondering what kind of number you would need to put to a vetinary assistant in order to obtain the 400mg/ml. I remember reading an article (I think from the UK) about somebody trying to steal from a vetinary practice after trying to catch workers outside and offering them money for N. It of course didn't go well as he was in the news so clearly not a success. Feel quite sorry for the guy in hindsight as you can imagine what followed for him. Must have been such a nightmare. I guess it's so heavily regulated that it isn't possible for anyone to sneak it out. Still can't help wondering if there's a number that would persuade someone to find a way. Find that person is probably just as hard though.
Yeah Dolethal is a little more than 3x(200mg/ml). Euthasol is 400mg/ml
 
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ikadasui

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May 29, 2018
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All the money in my account! Don't eve need to buy ammo i got 45acp jhp rounds ready to go
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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I can't help wondering what kind of number you would need to put to a vetinary assistant in order to obtain the 400mg/ml.
I wouldn't even think twice about a couple grand for a full 10ml syringe. Don't even need the whole bottle, and since they'd only be pulling a dose from an open bottle, no risk to them.

I would also pay the same for 1g of pure F.
My mom always said I was hardheaded so I imagine guns wouldn't be very effective for me.
A 9mm could shoot clean through a cinder block. Your skull is like paper to a bullet, even a 22lr.
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
My GF paid to get my gun out of the pawn shop. My sweet baby Beretta Cougar double-action 9mm. Been stolen once, and confiscated twice by police, and in the hock shop for 8 months. But she always returns to me, like she is an instrument of destiny. Funny how I had a dream about that pistol last night.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I wouldn't even think twice about a couple grand for a full 10ml syringe. Don't even need the whole bottle, and since they'd only be pulling a dose from an open bottle, no risk to them.

I would also pay the same for 1g of pure F.
Same here to be honest. 10ml is a lot to inject though. It would need some kind of automation as we'd be out after the first couple of ml at most I reckon.

The F would be much easier to get in I expect. A regular 1ml syringe wouldn't even need filling.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Same here to be honest. 10ml is a lot to inject though. It would need some kind of automation as we'd be out after the first couple of ml at most I reckon.

The F would be much easier to get in I expect. A regular 1ml syringe wouldn't even need filling.
10ml is 100% doable. I would use an 18g needle and just jam the plunger as fast as possible. You would have to be in a decent sized vein.
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
A 9mm could shoot clean through a cinder block. Your skull is like paper to a bullet, even a 22lr.
Being hardheaded is a phrase here in the US meaning someone that is stubborn. It was a play on words and a joke on my part.
 
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Nov 4, 2020
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Being hardheaded is a phrase here in the US meaning someone that is stubborn. It was a play on words and a joke on my part.
I'm American, and I know you were joking. Just wanted to clarify for anyone not a native English speaker.
 
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FohPah

Student
Dec 7, 2019
146
Well, I paid $550 for a gun and ammo. During the great COVID shortage. Haven't used them yet, except to play Russian roulette. Now I have them in a storage unit that closes at night. So they're unavailable to me when I impulsively feel like "playing" again.

I thought I would make a hobby of target shooting, but I've never fired a round out of that thing.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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Well, I paid $550 for a gun and ammo. During the great COVID shortage. Haven't used them yet, except to play Russian roulette. Now I have them in a storage unit that closes at night. So they're unavailable to me when I impulsively feel like "playing" again.

I thought I would make a hobby of target shooting, but I've never fired a round out of that thing.
It's a very very good idea to become intimately familiar with the firearm. Learn where the trigger breaks, don't flinch from the sound. Because that flinch or hesitation could leave incredibly fucked up.
 
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clown_17

clown_17

Almost gone, it almost worked
Oct 24, 2020
288
A solid few thousand. I have a few things to try before I go so I still need money to live.

It's funny after nearly dying my treatment team has decided to actually try to help me
 
Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
I don't understand why people think this method isn't the easiest most simple?
I'm in UK and I know 100% if I was American I'd be gone by now.
It fucking sucks in UK it's very hard to ctb.
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,151
I often thought about trying to network with the local 'gangsters' to access a gun, but I think it's a better idea to find someone who is willing to let you use theirs, and many are because rich people with gun licenses in the UK are always after money.
Plus the criminal underworld firearms generally are only on point 50% of the time, usually people are using insufficient ammunition for the type of firearm.
I've heard of people holidaying to Thailand and blowing their brains out at the easy access shooting range.
I hate the people who've made me have to think of these things for so may years I'm so tired of hating.
 
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jkl

New Member
Dec 1, 2021
2
If i could phych myself into it I'd just use a knife in the neck method. Violent for use but effective
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
How many times must I hear "I'm in the UK -- I wish I was in US" where I can easily purchase a gun?
Yall Brits want 2A rights? Fight for your Constitutional Rights, like American men and women do.
and Quit whining about it.
Oh and feel free to ask me, how I have fought for MY 2A rights? I'll be happy to tell you.
You want Rights, but you're unwilling to Fight for those rights.
Fuck off then.
This website is a Fight, for free speech and freedom of choice over our lives and deaths.
and other shit, like the right to not be institutionalized without due legal process.
The right to receive MH treatment without also losing our right to vote, or bear arms, or child visitation/custody rights etc etc.
Got to FIGHT for Rights, instead of bitching and moaning.
I nearly killed myself recently, after a 6 month long exhausting legal battle with the US Federal Government.
That is very true.
But... I survived. Round 2, 3, and 4...
And It WAS worth fighting for. Disabled persons Rights. The mentally ill have Rights. As I have established.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Wish I lived in the states to buy one under my name, all legal. But in Europe no way. Even the street police in London were forbidden a few years back to carry one gun. All they have I believe is pepper spray and plastic cuffs. If I'm wrong please someone British please correct me.
The British Filth couldn't find their own backsides with both hands and a torch! Their nothing but a modern day version of the keystone cop's!
 
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Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
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It's a good way to put it, they are very friendly giving instructions if you lost though. one of my trips long ago the lady police walked with me till the place I was looking for. Very sweet of her.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
It's a good way to put it, they are very friendly giving instructions if you lost though. one of my trips long ago the lady police walked with me till the place I was looking for. Very sweet of her.
You were lucky and got one of the few good one's! 99% of them l wouldn't piss on if they were on fire, unless l'd been drinking petrol!!!
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
Since I got trapped in a psych ward in 2019, I am not legally allowed to own/operate a gun in the state I'm in until my 31st birthday. If, by some circumstance, I were able to circumvent this I would probably spend as much money as it costs to attend a gun show and get like some sort of cool looking .45 revolver.
Yea no 302 allowed on record. That's why I always go volunteer;)
 

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