As I understand it, what is against the rules is wandering into pro life counselling, querying motives, suggesting counselling etc. There is a Recovery section for that type of discussion.
This is, after all, "Suicide Discussion", which gives a clear hint as to the subject matter.
Oh, I see. Guess I already messed up with my previous post, huh? Sorry about that.
i have counselling that i have to do for a couple months that i have to go to after a recent hate crime that happened against me, and im afraid to really tell the counsellor anything. i have had a couple jobs, but it was all just silly part times.
First off all... sorry that happened to you. It's a real shame that the majority of people on this planet are a waste of space. I hope whatever happened to you wasn't
too horrible.
Regarding the counseller, you're being smart. Definitely don't mention anything suicide related, because they
will instantly lock you up. Speaking from experience, as I've said in my earlier post. It would've probably helped, had I been in the mindstate I'm in today. But when that just gets forced on you with no say in the matter... you'll never trust anyone with anything again for a long time. That's how it was, and still is tbh, for me today.
im honestly unsure if i really wanna go through with it, but i figured if i just get it done with then there will be no more room for doubt, or second thoughts, but ill give it more thought before i do something ill regret. thank you for the advice.
I'm pretty sure that's how it is for most of us. Death is a scary thing for
everyone. Actually taking your own life is very hard, especially if you don't have the right tools. I do know that the very thought of dying and eternal piece is a very comforting one though. "I'll be dead soon anyway". That's how I justify everything when I fuck up major life decision, as I do so often.
Anyway, I'm going off on a tangent here. I hope you can find some kind of light in your life again. I'm not going to tell you "things will get better", because that would just be a straight up lie. What I will say though, and you'll probably your eyes at this... you're not alone.