I'm feeling close to letting it all go. There is no easy way to do this but I'm not sure I can cope with myself. I know it's final but I want it to be serious, intentional, and final when I know the second I can't cope anymore. Autism and BPD is too much. Fuck this shitty existence and there is no reprieve for the suffering of those who are not getting the help they need or their life circumstances. I hope this helps that I know people are suffering and that life is all to much. For me, it seems like I need to complete it and never have to prolong the suffering of my pain and the pain of those who love me have been hurt by me. My suicide will be tough since there are people who care about me. Sorry that many never had that but it seems I'm ready. Feel free to engage with me if you're willing!
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):I feel very similar. Different reasons have brought me to this point but I also feel close. Mine will also be very tough on some people. While I hate that it doesn't feel enough to stop me anymore.
KlixxFoxe
Dreamer
- Sep 21, 2025
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I think you just need to decide who will suffer more. Will it be you while you're alive or will it be the people who care about you while you're not alive?Similar threads
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