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christhelad

Member
Aug 12, 2026
9
I've been trying to purchase SN in Brazil. And I've ordered from some sketchy websites, however they all seem to be about the same price of around R$60. But since they're not very reliable, I've went to another source recommended by the forum. However upon further inspection, the lowest price I've found buying it from China is $120?! Is it supposed to be this much? Or am I getting scammed?
 
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Neverfoundahome

Member
Feb 5, 2023
40
I live in Europe, and I found it either from an Eastern European seller for 30 euros or from China for 180 dollars.
 
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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
384
i paid 270USDT on mic qwq which seems crazy expensive TwT
 
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affis

Member
Sep 17, 2026
5
I live in Europe, and I found it either from an Eastern European seller for 30 euros or from China for 180 dollars.
Can I ask in which European country you live in?
And do you have to give your address and name so that it can be delivered?
 
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Neverfoundahome

Member
Feb 5, 2023
40
i paid 270USDT on mic qwq which seems
For 100 grams?
Can I ask in which European country you live in?
And do you have to give your address and name so that it can be delivered?
I live in italy. They'll probably ask for your shipping details, but—as I read in a post today—they offer to pack the items in a way that doesn't arouse suspicion, precisely because they know what they're for.
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
52
I paid 150 US dollars for 100 grams from a seller on MiC to deliver from China to Ireland
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
52
When you planning to use it? Do you have AE?
I just booked my hotel, the plan is to use it on Wednesday night. I'm going to be using domperidone as an antiemetic because you can get that over the counter here in Ireland
 
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babyneo1

Experienced
Apr 23, 2026
208
I just booked my hotel, the plan is to use it on Wednesday night. I'm going to be using domperidone as an antiemetic because you can get that over the counter here in Ireland
You think you can document the feelings during? SN is my method as well and currently trying to find AE, can't get what you bought OTC in Estonia
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
52
You think you can document the feelings during? SN is my method as well and currently trying to find AE, can't get what you bought OTC in Estonia
Yeah sure, I was planning on documenting at least some of it on here for others
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
52
Thank you, I wish you good luck on your journey!

Are you just using antiemetics or using painkillers and other medications?
Thanks! I'll be taking Paracetemol, Clonazepam and gaviscon. I'll post my full protocol in my thread when I'm taking the SN on Wednesday
 

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