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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
97
I drank the SN, felt euphoric and peaceful as I went to sleep.

It was quiet, it was peaceful, it felt so wonderful ! Like a dream...

And bam!! I fell of my bed, opened my eyes and — damn it. I'm still here


The dumb birds were chirping, the sun was giving me the middle finger as usual, you can hear the sounds of the disgusting life brimming outside. Even worse, I remember i don't even have sn

And the universe is laughing at me 'get up you mf, its a beautiful new day'

And it takes all the strength I don't have to get up. Fuck...
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Wizard
Nov 12, 2025
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Sorry to hear. May I ask how much?
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Did you throw up? Do you have purple extremities? What went wrong?
 

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