Discussion How many times have you tried ctb?

[HeartSayako]

How many times have you tried CTB? and what methods did you use? and when we failed, what were the consequences?

 

[rozeske]

One, partial hanging, hopefully soon my second and last attempt. Consequences? I wasn't discovered so just frustration and disappointment in my self.

 

[thesadbrazilian]

Five times. 4 from poisoning, one from drowning. Now my kidneys ache and I'm all swollen up. I just don't care enough to bother going to the doctor and figuring out what's going on.

 

[mortuarymary]

Last time was 2018
Before that numerous times.

 

[FuneralCry]

I simply haven't as in my case all the methods are either inaccessible or risky, it's so cruel and horrible how we cannot just choose to end our existence in a painless way. What I'd fear is trying to die going wrong and just leading to way worse suffering as a result, the thought of such a thing is terrifying.

 

[Abyssal]

I think 8 times now maybe. Failure results in nothing. Hospital bill, a few times actually.

 

[Justnotme]

Once I drank a bottle of corvalol (25 milliliters), washed down with water. After about 4 minutes, my heart started beating very fast, and after a few seconds I fell asleep.
I woke up 22 hours later
It wasn't a suicide attempt, but I just hoped I wouldn't wake up again, even though I knew that such a dose of corvalol wouldn't be fatal.

 

[dinosavr]

I've never attempted yet. I've been actively suicidal for 3 months and I hope for my first attempt to be the successful one