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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
Once. Looking forward to the next
 
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poisonedminds

poisonedminds

Student
May 8, 2021
179
once. I wont let myself fail a second time.
 
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scarletohara

Member
Apr 24, 2021
62
4 times,once when i was around 7 and the last time march last year where i spent the most amount of time in intensive care, was so pissed off so close and yet meh, cant try it again until its a dead cert as i will end up being sectioned
 
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Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757
Twice ,ended up panicking at night time n morning came n cried on phone to mammy saying sorry dunno why anymore , ambulance took me ,but it was too late to pump i think cause was on IV n they put liquids to go in my veins , discharged after few days ,was asked by some psychiatrist or doctor if i wanted to go on psych ward but wasn't sure so didn't in the end.. 2nd time was also just pain in body but didn't need go hospital ,i said in beging that my PD was sore so took pills for it which was a lie.. was in pain during birthday ,but it oks
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Never. I've stood on high bridges & looked down for a long time, that's all. I don't think of the times I took too many pills with too much alcohol & fantasized about not waking up as attempts, that would be silly
I almost died from such an "attempt" but I was also opioid naive at the time. An illegal drug was also involved along with the alcohol and opioids. Doc asked me why I did it and I said because I wanted to die. His reply was "Well, you almost did." Unfortunately my bf discovered me unconscious and barely breathing. I had to drink charcoal drinks in the ICU for days. That was fun!

Nowadays it would take a pharmacy of drugs to kill me because I'm too tolerant to opioids and other prescription pills now.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
+3 or +4 maybe , i'll try to do more of course
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
One serious attempt 22 years ago from which I was "saved" and two more recent "almost went through with it but was thwarted" incidents (all 3 were CO, btw).
 
cloudgazer26

cloudgazer26

quiet is violent
Jul 9, 2021
22
4 times. 3 attempted ODs but was too stupid to learn from the first time that OTC meds don't do anything. Last time I tried to drown myself but a hiker saw me and called 911.
 
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lugerepair

I don't like life
Oct 15, 2020
165
Never attempted.
 
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FailureGirl

FailureGirl

lost in limbo...
Jul 5, 2021
133
Only once but there have also been afew other times I almost did
 
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
Three definite attempts, so I guess I'm not the best at this.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
all my past attempt were so dumb. i wouldn't even consider them attempts.
 
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divorceddepression

Member
Jul 1, 2021
36
3 carbon monoxide attempts and 2 partial hanging.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
7 times, 3 of them put me in the ICU.
 
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Jbones

Member
May 19, 2021
24
3

paracetamol, amitriptiline &sn
What happened with SN?. If you don't mind me asking.
3 attempts. 2 other would be attempts that I bottled out of. Only 1 more to go (I hope!).
 
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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
Once . I took carbofuran , it just made me confused I was taken to hospital and survived
 
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Jbones

Member
May 19, 2021
24
3 carbon monoxide attempts and 2 partial hanging.
What has your method been for carbon monoxide?. What went wrong?.
4 times,once when i was around 7 and the last time march last year where i spent the most amount of time in intensive care, was so pissed off so close and yet meh, cant try it again until its a dead cert as i will end up being sectioned
7 ? … so young
 
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sayoko284

sayoko284

fading in and out of reality
Apr 8, 2021
8
i'm not sure what counts as an attempt tbh since my past ones were all kind of stupid and i knew i wouldn't die for most of them. i tried twice when i was about 10 or 11, once by asphyxiation with a regular plastic bag and once by poisoning, and i've tried partial suspension maybe 5/6 times since last year but it never worked because my SI kicked in each time. My only serious attempt failed because I was underage at the time and couldn't buy the stuff I needed to do it.
 
Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
Think around 7. First was suicide by cop which I know ppl are not gonna like. Rest hanging once in jail but guard walking in early.
 
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divorceddepression

Member
Jul 1, 2021
36
What has your method been for carbon monoxide?. What went wrong?.

7 ? … so young
Charcoal in the car.

Third: I lit the charcoal in the car and got in immediately. Then waited about an hour to no effect.
I didn't tell anyone about this one so no hospital

Second: Same idea as above except the grill got so hot the seat when up in flames. I was going to let the car go up but i parked right by a corn field. I smothered the flames with a blanket. I had lots of burnt plastic on my hands after that one.
2 weeks in hospital afterwards

First attempt: same idea as others i just gave up under 5 min, drove to my parents and told them what i did. I spent 2 months in the hospital after this one.
 
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Jbones

Member
May 19, 2021
24
Charcoal in the car.

Third: I lit the charcoal in the car and got in immediately. Then waited about an hour to no effect.
I didn't tell anyone about this one so no hospital

Second: Same idea as above except the grill got so hot the seat when up in flames. I was going to let the car go up but i parked right by a corn field. I smothered the flames with a blanket. I had lots of burnt plastic on my hands after that one.
2 weeks in hospital afterwards

First attempt: same idea as others i just gave up under 5 min, drove to my parents and told them what i did. I spent 2 months in the hospital after this one.
Thanks for responding. Sorry that you've had some much trouble.
 
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divorceddepression

Member
Jul 1, 2021
36
Thanks for responding. Sorry that you've had some much trouble.
I had an amazing trip last summer that is stopping me from saying "I wish my first attempt(March2019) was successful. Though I look at life and how its changed and if I do commit suicide: I'd prefer if it was the first attempt for timing. Life is so much worse in so many ways.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Been sectioned (Section 2) 22 times in 2 years, 4 months.

They were all from suicide attempts.

I've also attempted and managed to blag my way out of a section, so there have been more.
 
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Desperdición

Desperdición

Member
Jun 24, 2021
40
If I had tried, I would not be writing.
 
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