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agony1996

Student
Jul 8, 2024
128
How many people would ctb right now if you had a painless reliable method, without giving it a second thought?
 
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Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Specialist
Feb 16, 2019
362
If I had a gun I'd do it now, also Nembutal I would.
I wish there was a button to press to just instantly die with zero pain, I'd hit that button so quick
 
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huntermellow

huntermellow

another bpd death statistic
Aug 6, 2024
136
i think i'd still want to wait until the end of the year
 
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aipuweth

aipuweth

a loser to and fro
Aug 17, 2024
46
Me. Now. Right fucking now. Not even waiting for a second. I need a gun soooooooo bad!
 
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GuessWhosBack

GuessWhosBack

If you have doubts, reach out. Here to listen.
Jul 15, 2024
404
I would but I'm waiting for a few months for logistic reasons. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to go right now.
 
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agony1996

Student
Jul 8, 2024
128
If I had a gun I'd do it now, also Nembutal I would.
I wish there was a button to press to just instantly die with zero pain, I'd hit that button so quick
That's my dream to a button you could press and be gone in a second without giving a thought to anything.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Member
Oct 29, 2023
50
Right now after I wipe all of my devices, accounts, emails, and online activity
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
36,334
I know I would have left this painful and cruel existence a long time ago if I had the means to painlessly prevent all future suffering, the fact that I cannot have such causes me to suffer so much, personally I only wish for non-existence, I'd never wish to be burdened with the ability to exist, all I find comfort in is never existing again.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,906
Yes, if I had a painless way to ctb, I'd take it immediately. I wouldn't ever let the opportunity pass
 
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Sheeanabrugh

Sheeanabrugh

Tired and in pain
Aug 19, 2024
17
How many people would ctb right now if you had a painless reliable method, without giving it a second thought?
I would probably chicken out honestly. I'm not brave
 
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strngpass

Member
Aug 10, 2024
22
Instantly out.
 
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annikae

Member
Aug 16, 2024
27
If I had a gun I'd do it now, also Nembutal I would.
I wish there was a button to press to just instantly die with zero pain, I'd hit that button so quick
I'll always thought this!! Like a computer. It would be so wonderful.
 
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Sheeanabrugh

Sheeanabrugh

Tired and in pain
Aug 19, 2024
17
That's what I'm afraid of too
Isn't it funny that your body physically rejects what you know you need? Like thousands of years of evolution meant to stop us from doing what we feel like we need
 
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agony1996

Student
Jul 8, 2024
128
Isn't it funny that your body physically rejects what you know you need? Like thousands of years of evolution meant to stop us from doing what we feel like we need
I feel like it's another way for the universe to torture
 
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VeryShy

VeryShy

Disabled due to severe autism, and schizophrenia
Jun 21, 2024
601
I would. This day, during the night.
 
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zaza23

Member
Apr 14, 2024
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Faster than opening this thread
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,231
right now i would leave and be glad it's all over
 
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dagyu

dagyu

Member
Aug 20, 2024
9
right now, no ones life would be any different.
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

Student
Apr 30, 2024
187
I could be ready in 5, maybe 10 minutes.
And I'd be beyond thrilled, even if it wasn't painless, just guaranteed.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,358
I would kill myself today now , if I had my method / plan at a 99.5% plus level of reliability of killing me these 30 trillion monstrous cells they call a human body I'm trapped in
 
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dimgobaith

Member
Jun 17, 2024
59
If I could get loose ends tied today I would if not I'd still give it to the end of September
 
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hamleic

Member
Aug 12, 2024
14
MEeee. i want it now so everything will be over
 
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Manfrotto99

Experienced
Oct 10, 2023
246
Instead of taking sleeping tablets, I would take N right now if I had it so I do not have to wake up to another meangless painful day alone without my dog and nothing to live for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,607
rn it's 50/50 here. Idk what I really would do immediately. There're pros and cons for both decisions.
 
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Isbel88

Member
Jun 19, 2024
67
I have a painless method, or so it is supposed to be. Here in Peru it is still possible to get N and I have two doses. But the survival instinct does not help me. I guess I have a very strong survival instinct. It is difficult for me. Sometimes I would like to do CTB with someone else but I don't know if it is possible. I never thought that ending my own life would be so difficult.
 
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