How many of you will be leaving behind a significant other that you love, how are you dealing with the feelings of guilt
stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 735
I would be. I don't know how to deal with it. It's my primary barrier. Sorry.
It's something I prefer not to think about. People say cbt ctb is selfish because of it, the people you leave behind. But I figure the people I love would love me enough to not want to see me in pain. They would at least respect my choice. If not, we'll, it's them that are being selfish.
Edit: weird typo... cbt... compulsory basic training... for a motorcycle licence in the UK... that actually gave me a smile
Edit: weird typo... cbt... compulsory basic training... for a motorcycle licence in the UK... that actually gave me a smile
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stilhavinightmares
Warlock
- Oct 13, 2022
- 735
I would give anything to have the people I love understand and respect and be okay with my choice.
020x
Suffering will end when the existence does.
- Jul 6, 2023
- 249
just leave a note behind to take away their guilt by explaining that it's not their fault and that it's better this way
most of the people that actually loved you will be extremely sad from what you did but will eventually understand and keep going. someone's life might end after yours does and they would just exist and not live anymore.
it's not selfish if you're doing it to stop your endless suffering and unbearable pain. mentally or physically, it doesn't matter.
most of the people that actually loved you will be extremely sad from what you did but will eventually understand and keep going. someone's life might end after yours does and they would just exist and not live anymore.
it's not selfish if you're doing it to stop your endless suffering and unbearable pain. mentally or physically, it doesn't matter.
That is why I prefer not to think about it. Aside from my wife, I doubt anyone else in my family would understand.
shantyizlit
Really, what was the point?
- Jul 7, 2023
- 189
nozomu
Global Mod // will i wiN my recovery arc
- Nov 28, 2022
- 1,094
I wrote my partner a note in case I don't make it. I never want the day to come where I have to give it to them, but that day may be sooner than i'd hope...
If I CTBed now there would be family left behind. And that makes the decision even harder. Unfortunately.
Wyldfyre4948
Waiting for my bus
- Jul 12, 2023
- 377
I am but she left me a month ago and as much as I need her to come back I don't think she will. Still recording videos for her to watch afterwards.
