Yes me, I am full of anxiety it ruins everything I am so stressed out about such simple things that most people just get on with without a thought or care. It ruins all my relationships there is no way I can have a healthy relationship with anyone, it has ruined the only one I really wanted my whole life. I am a paranoid mess like the stasi if it was a person. It causes depressive feelings for me, I wish I did not feel this way but I can't stop it, pills help a bit, but ultimately it's always there and when I get stressed it comes to the fore yet again to ruin something else.
Nearly everything I worry about never even happens, I do not understand this insurance policy my brain has enforced on me, I don't need it it spoils everything. I wish I could just be normal. OCD has me acting like a freak when I am worried it is so embarrassing. "Touch this thing on a good thought or your cat will die". So many stupid stupid things I don't want to even think about that I have done in the past.
Give me my life over without the anxiety and I bet I would have a decent life, maybe I wouldn't but it would be a lot more enjoyable than this one, it makes me so angry too because I do not understand why other people do not share my concerns.