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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
234
Its like stockholm syndrome to me, I am trying my hardest to give life one last chance or I will CTB. Its a struggle to me, people would call me a attention seeker over not CTBing as if they wanted me to CTB and fuck I hate those people so much.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Wizard
May 10, 2025
667
it is your life and you have to make the decisions
it is none of other peoples business
dont let other people unsettle you or put you under pressure
 
StupidCat

StupidCat

retard
Apr 24, 2025
227
I'm giving it all the chances. Until I'm completely dried out.
Hopefully not soon.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
674
Im always in the middle these days. Im so tired of sadistic life, and especially people, but yes I cling to it from instinct, and fear of whats next like others.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
408
I quit giving life chances years ago. It hasn't given me a chance since I was younger, why should it start now?
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
945
I love the way you word this question, with "sadistic life". Answer, I don't know. I honestly just don't know anything anymore. I commend you though, for doing that, for committing to another chance, and I wish you all the best. Sending you love for the struggle, and don't listen to people you hate.
 
Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
I've given life so many chances, but did my life get better? No! Did my life get worse? Yes!
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Wizard
Mar 15, 2025
652
I'm done with life. I'm still around only because my feeling of responsibility to my kids is basically a form of SI for me. I feel trapped.
 
Twiceler

Twiceler

Pro-suicide. Blackpill.
Dec 16, 2021
96
I could leave anytime with dignity, but I'm still trying to steal the piece of the cake.
 
amomentspeace

amomentspeace

Student
Mar 2, 2025
148
I try my best everyday, or at least i like to think that i do. I'm tired
 

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