How many of y'all are CERTAIN you can't be fixed?

[waterrrrrrrrrbottel]

I just feel like I'm already a lost cause, no matter who reaches out, I want death.

 

[outrider567]

100% lost

 

[wantittoendsoon]

I'm totally fucked

 

[Unending]

I don't see it getting much better. I've tried every treatment that doesn't risk long term damage and it has only gotten much worse.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I've been broke my entire life…

 

[Hollowman]

After being under the "care" of six psychiatrists and being on twenty five+ meds in the last thirty years I'm certain. It really sucks because I used to be happy and had a lot of zest for life.

 

[myownpetvirus]

I'm about 50 percent time will tell

 

[Notforlong]

Up until 2018, I would have been 100% certain. Now, I'm not sure. I'm pretty far gone at the moment, but in 2018 I managed to overcome all my mental health problems with no medication, just sheer willpower. I let myself get too comfortable and slowly went back to my old, dysfunctional ways. I've tried to retrace my steps and do all the things I did to recover back then, but I haven't been successful.

 

[bluville]

i dont think theres anything wrong with me to the point of being unfixed but my life is so fucked. i feel like i have so many things standing in my way theres no way i can better myself, what hurts the most is that i think I have potential luck just fucked me over. so like 95% i guess lol

 

[CTB Dream]

Injury damage prmntn this no posbl , vry complex scenario no science advance. But even befr this no good depres ptsd anhe etc many problm

 

[Venus13]

I have like a 3% chance of not committing suicide given my circumstances, and that percent includes the possibility of other causes of death. I've been lower though. I keep taking the tiny charges. Letting it drain to zero.

 

[Wannagonow]

30 years of different meds, therapy and non-voluntary stays at psych hospitals.....Yeah...I'm real certain! No fixing here.

 

[iamalreadydead]

100%, it's over.

 

[Huntfish34]

I am Certain of Nothing these days, I just know that I'm sick and tired of life , I've lost hope . I'm done. Only just a matter of time I suppose.... Fml. -

 

[Inferno]

I have a feeling deep down that I can be saved, but at this point I don't know, maybe I'm too far gone, I guess I'll just see in the end.

 

[Kurushii]

When I'm alone in my room I'll either feel hopeful or suicidal. I tell myself "Kurushii you can do this, you can overcome these problems!" but I never end up taking any actions to solve them. I don't even step in the right direction. I just isolate myself and don't go outside. When I do go outside, I hate it. I hate the world we live in and I want nothing to do with it. If I wasn't depressed before going out I always will be when I do. So when thinking about it, I hold some hope, but in reality living depresses me and overall I think ctb is the best choice for me.

I don't know if I'll always feel suicidal. I think I will. I really don't think there's any hope for me, even if it seems like there is.

 

[BagofBones]

 

[Forever Sleep]

For me- it probably isn't impossible to recover but the will to has 100% gone. I don't think ANY end result would be worth the effort. I'm only hanging on now because of the obligation to one person. After that, hopefully I'll have the guts to leave.

 

[jay308]

i dont want to get fixed.

 

[Szinuus]

Psychiatrist wont cure my incurable chronic pain disease that brought me here. So it is ctb sentence.

 

[Darkover]

can't fix a brain injury not in this economy

 

[R. A.]

Well...it's a complicated answer to a complicated question. Certainty of something like this requires future sight, which no one has, honestly. I'm pretty sure humans were once "certain" that going into space was not possible, that the earth was round/the back of a giant turtle/etc. At this point we can have a pretty good idea of things a reasonable distance into the future, but the nature of existence is fluid - today's inconceivable is tomorrow's impossible is the next day's improbable, and so on. With that out of the way...

What's meant by "you"? The body, the mind, something else? If the body, I've already been told by two surgeons they wouldn't advise surgery for two of the three main issues I have in the same area. In addition to/other than that, this flesh container will just continue degrade as time goes on.

If not the body, my "problem" is that unless you use the cop-out explanation of "outlook", I don't think it's me that needs fixing. I've just had it with the apparent fact that the default condition of all sentient life is either dissatisfaction or outright misery, and that to live is to constantly struggle against this. You might get to a place where, if you're lucky, you both are always content and forget or don't care that everything could be pulled out from under you in an instant, but once you've been as low as many of us have, I'm not sure that's a possibility. I think most who've come face-to-face with the abyss carry a mark of that encounter for the rest of their lives, and for most of those simply moving about the world is a changed phenomenon.

My pool of mana has been slowly depleting for a long time, with less and less refilling it, and the rate of emptying increasing exponentially. Eventually there won't be enough to sustain this existence anymore.

 

[born2win]

If i cant get 200k USD, ill not be fixed. If not, im done for no future, nothing. Still waiting nonetheless, I should be ready to CTB.

 

[Regen]

There will never be a hundred percent certainty, because nobody knows what science will invent in the future. Not only in medicines but also in other ways of curing diseases and disabilities.

You also don't know what else can happen in life. A special person meets you, something else fundamental changes, you find the access to inner healing that others before you have suddenly found.

The question is whether you will be able to continue until then or whether the pain is too great.

Personally, I no longer believe that I will have a life without depression and the problems caused by BPD and ADD.

However, I want to believe that things will get much better once again and that possibility always exists. The option of suicide remains with me at all times and that is good. Until then, though, I'm going to try a few more things in recovery.

 

[AerialBoundaries]

I sometimes feel like there's a way back for me, but it's always a short lived feeling and the realisation hits even harder after I had a little bit of hope in my heart.

 

[Dot]

Injury damage prmntn this no posbl , vry complex scenario no science advance. But even befr this no good depres ptsd anhe etc many problm

Sme hre

No1 hs knwldge of issu dspite slf tryn2 xplain

 

[lionetta12]

I just feel like I'm already a lost cause, no matter who reaches out, I want death.

As certain as I and 4 other psychologists can be lol. But I guess my new routie to try 'recovering' again will be to simply live in a escapist way, in a little bubble and pretend that life is great like everyone else, seems to work for normal people.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

It's not a matter of me not being able to be fixed. It's a matter of me not being able to have the life and body i want, so i won't settle for anything less. It's my way or the high way riding on the bus.

 

[FredTheCripple]

Can't really fix body deformities or the brain in general. I was doomed as soon as I was born.

 

[LastFlowers]

I'm totally fucked

Same here. Beyond fucked.