Discussion How many days do you have left?

[ClownMe]

I was goofing around on google and found one of those "how many days have you lived?" calculators, according to the calculator i have lived a total of 7,354 days so far (im 20 years and about 1 and 3/4 months old for reference), this peaked my interest so i then decided to google "how many days in your life?" and i got the answer of 27,375, which i worked out to be 75 years, which (im guessing?) is the world wide average life expectancy, this would of course differ from country to country.

It left me gobsmacked, seeing the number of days just really put it into perspective. 7,354 and 27,375. That's a lot of days but at the same time, it isnt. I plan to ctb by the time i turn 40 (at the very latest), in that case my life expectancy is 14,600 days. I promised myself i wouldnt ctb before my dog was to pass away, if i had to take a guess i would say that my dog at least has 2 years left in him (potentially a little longer), so i will add 730 to 7,354, which gives me 8,084. This means that my life expectancy is between 8,084 and 14,600 days, this means at most, i have 7,246 left to live.

In some aspects, this information is a bit confronting, but in a weird way it brings me some form of peace, my life is over half way to being over, im getting closer and closer to the freedom i seek.

What about you guys and gals? How many days do you estimate you have left to live?

 

[FuneralCry]

I probably have far too many days left. The fear of most CTB methods mean I will probably be stuck on this earth for a long time. I'm only 20 so I don't even want to think about numbers :/

 

[noname223]

It somehow scares me how many days i will have to endure if I don't ctb. And the days in the future will probably be even worse than the past.I don't want to imagine 20.000 days. Damn. This makes me scared. I hope there will be an accident or another fast deadly illness. Otherwise I have to do it by my own. Or the miracle will happen. lol
I think 7.000 days is the maximum i will do. But maybe it will only be 365. Not sure about it.

 

[WornOutLife]

According to a silly test I took some days ago, I'm dying in 2046, May, 22nd.
(Why couldn't it be on the 21st at least? I just love that number!)

Anywhere, there's no way I'm staying on this blue rock for 25 more years lol.


Now, talking seriously, I have no clue when I'm gonna die. I might ctb impulsively, I might now. It's really random. I just can't control myself anymore.

 

[2CTBorNOCTB]

I have...11 days left to live. Scheduled date of death is the 8th of May. Interestingly, this is just over a year more than when I thought I'd die when I was around 20/21. It would be on my birthday, 16th April 2022, just when I turned 25. I always thought it'd be easier on my family if I gave them just one day to remember me by. Now...well, I'm trying to do it as soon as I can but my little sister is doing exams so I'll wait till after.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Basically just one, since they're all the same.

 

[Wakawaka]

according to the website im living to 60

personally i might be moving my date from a few years to this year

 

[Jinnberg]

In an ideal situation, I'd catch my bus in 4 years because that would give me enough time to pay for my funeral costs, (I don't want to leave my family in debt) but at this rate, I'd say it's going to be a lot sooner than I anticipated.

 

[elfgyoza]

Hopefully just a few days left

 

[Aloken]

Hopefully this year will be my last. I suppose I'll attempt this summer and I hope I'll succeed.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

According to a silly test I took some days ago, I'm dying in 2046, May, 22nd.
(Why couldn't it be on the 21st at least? I just love that number!)

Anywhere, there's no way I'm staying on this blue rock for 25 more years lol.


Now, talking seriously, I have no clue when I'm gonna die. I might ctb impulsively, I might now. It's really random. I just can't control myself anymore.

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May 22nd is my birthday Matt lol

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I will die approximately 3 months after my Dog passes on, he's 10 in October, so sometime in the next 5 years l'll be deceased! I don't give a damn about people, but l dont want to live in this toilet bowl of a world without my furry best friend!

 

[puppet_nihilist]

I have...11 days left to live. Scheduled date of death is the 8th of May. Interestingly, this is just over a year more than when I thought I'd die when I was around 20/21. It would be on my birthday, 16th April 2022, just when I turned 25. I always thought it'd be easier on my family if I gave them just one day to remember me by. Now...well, I'm trying to do it as soon as I can but my little sister is doing exams so I'll wait till after.

This is eerily similar to me right now. I have 13 days left (assuming I find enough courage to do it) and it's 13 days exactly because my sister is going to finish her exams then. My birthday is in April, 7 days before yours. I am 19 and now... I just canceled the birthday suicide plan hoping I don't turn 20.

Isn't it so stressful? Knowing when you should die feels terrible to me. Some people find it peaceful that their fate is in their hands, but for me, I just can't help but feel intense guilt over a short, pathetic, and unsuccessful life. What was it that Kurt Vonnegut said? "I had given him a life not worth living, but I had also given him an iron will to live. This was a common combination on the planet Earth." God, I am so scared of failing it...

 

[Rayzieka]

It could be from tomorrow to the end of this year. That's what I'm working with.

 

[lanax09]

9

 

[Death is beautiful]

I hope to do it this month

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Hopefully only 20-25 odd days if things go according to my expectations

 

[completely-done]

Depending on when my SN delivery comes. Definitely this month. I'll probably make a last post on the day I intend to die to say goodbye

 

[Sherri]

I was goofing around on google and found one of those "how many days have you lived?" calculators, according to the calculator i have lived a total of 7,354 days so far (im 20 years and about 1 and 3/4 months old for reference), this peaked my interest so i then decided to google "how many days in your life?" and i got the answer of 27,375, which i worked out to be 75 years, which (im guessing?) is the world wide average life expectancy, this would of course differ from country to country.

It left me gobsmacked, seeing the number of days just really put it into perspective. 7,354 and 27,375. That's a lot of days but at the same time, it isnt. I plan to ctb by the time i turn 40 (at the very latest), in that case my life expectancy is 14,600 days. I promised myself i wouldnt ctb before my dog was to pass away, if i had to take a guess i would say that my dog at least has 2 years left in him (potentially a little longer), so i will add 730 to 7,354, which gives me 8,084. This means that my life expectancy is between 8,084 and 14,600 days, this means at most, i have 7,246 left to live.

In some aspects, this information is a bit confronting, but in a weird way it brings me some form of peace, my life is over half way to being over, im getting closer and closer to the freedom i seek.

What about you guys and gals? How many days do you estimate you have left to live?

I will miss you way than more I can express, but I understand you at the same time. You're my county game buddy/ friend. Hope you find the peace if you go. If toy decide to continue playing games with me that's also ok. Thanks for your honestly on your post. Hugs my sweet clownme .

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Best guess

700

 

[Rayzieka]

Probably not a lot longer tbh

 

[boldarnold]

I have...11 days left to live. Scheduled date of death is the 8th of May. Interestingly, this is just over a year more than when I thought I'd die when I was around 20/21. It would be on my birthday, 16th April 2022, just when I turned 25. I always thought it'd be easier on my family if I gave them just one day to remember me by. Now...well, I'm trying to do it as soon as I can but my little sister is doing exams so I'll wait till afterI thought

I thought i was the only one waiting for loved ones to finish exams so we don't hurt them lol

 

[Alwaysdreaming]

Could be tonight, tomorrow, next week ect. I know if something doesn't change very very soon I will act. I already have my stuff ready to go just a couple of clicks and I finally will be able to drift into eternity or nothing kind of doesn't matter as long as I have no memories from this life.

 

[Wait-Bus]

To be honest I don't know.

Most of my life was taken up by the idea, that my life would end someday by CTB. Now it is filled with the idea of 'soon.' But my guess,I will wake up some morning and realize 'it's time" and then i will be gone shortly later.

 

[I need peace]

With my scheduled date I have 103 days left

 

[Euthanza]

This is my ideal time/date, latest will be January 2027.

 

[RandomDude1234]

Honestly it could be any time. I have had my CTB method ready for the last four years.

I'm trying to hold on until November end because my sibling has an exam in November and they have been preparing really hard for it. So I don't want their effor to go into waste because I feel like me dying would probably completely ruin their motivation for the exam.

 

[ManicPanic2018]

3 or 4. Bit nervous but it is what it is!