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sm20
Student
- May 5, 2021
- 132
My depression started when I was 12, and while I talked about suicide back then, I don't think I genuinely considered doing anything until I was 16. I got better from ages 17-19 and sort of when I was 20. My whole body decided to take a nosedive as far as health goes, partially my fault because a lot of it is because I damaged my hearing without knowing about tinnitus or hyperacusis. Over the past 15 months everythings gotten gradually worse and now I'm back to being suicidal again, worse than ever before and I don't think I'll be recovering this time.