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popcorn1234

Member
Aug 7, 2022
23
I am waiting for the day my parents leave me alone in the house, so I can kill myself using bleach.

I was wondering how long it would take for the bleach to kill me because I don't know how long my parents would be gone if they left me alone in the house (I would only know once they tell me where they are going and leave the house) and I don't want my parents or anyone to intervene.
 
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Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
@popcorn1234 It all depends on the dose you take, and how much stays in you.

While I'm not trying to discourage you from CTB'ing, as I genuinely believe everyone has a right to exit life early if she/he chooses, I am begging you to strongly consider the risks this method can have on your life if you fail to produce a fatal outcome.

I've included (2) medical journal entries of self induced bleach toxicity. The first one is of a case where the victim did not produce fatal results, but had an entire gastrectomy (removal of asophagus and the stomach). This victim is also blind, unable to regulate body temperature, on permanent dialysis and has to use a colostomy bag.

The second article is of a woman who was found and had to be put into an induced comatose state, incubated, and ventilated. She passed after several days in the hospital and her autopsy revealed her asophagus, stomach, mouth and small intestine were chemically burned. There is a linked autopsy article within this report detailing that the nature of the burns actually adhered the intubation line to what was left of her asophagus. It was only able to be removed during her autopsy.

Whatever path you choose to go down, I wish you absolute success in finding peace.



 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
189
please please dont do this!
its pure agony and it can take long time before you die
and if your parents come home to early you will live with painful long term damage
you can even turn blind!
i understand that you are in pain and want it to stop but i recommend looking into other methods like SN
i hope you won't do this to yourself :(
you deserve a more peacefull death
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
I hope you don't do this. First, I'm pretty sure it's not very successful- you'll probably vomit after you drink it, after it's already destroyed your internal organs. Even if you don't vomit, you'll suffer extremely painful chemical burns all over your digestive system, like in your esophagus and stomach, and probably in other organs as well, since bleach is able to go through tissue and spread very easily. If this method is somehow successful, it's going to be extremely unpleasant. You'll spend your last moments in unimaginable agony and torture.

If it's unsuccessful (which is much more likely) you'll be in extreme pain because bleach is literally acid and it destroys human tissue and turns it into liquid. You'll be suffering from terrible internal bleeding. The chemical burns in your digestive system mean that you'll have to be fed through a tube. Because you inhaled bleach fumes which then destroyed your lungs, it'll be difficult for you to breathe- you'll probably need a ventilator. It'll be very difficult, if not impossible, for you to speak properly, because the bleach will have burned and eroded the muscles and tissue in your mouth.

Please don't do this! I really hope you find another way to escape whatever problems you have.
 
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TheGreatEscape

Member
Mar 1, 2020
34
It is extremely likely it will not kill you but simply destroy all your organs. Please do not attempt this way.

I have a former GF who is a nurse and more than once she came home after treating someone who attempted this way, lived and was in the hospital for a family member to donate organs for them.
 
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September Salt

Member
Jul 23, 2022
77
PLEASE don't do this. You'll very likely wind up worse than you are. And you'll without a doubt experience unimaginable physical pain.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Horrifying
 
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fairy_slime

Member
Jul 14, 2022
7
I tried this one, doesn't work.

You will vomit, and in my case severly damage your esophagus.

I'm sure there are worse outcomes than mine that are not death.
 
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uglylonely

Member
May 13, 2022
15
I don't recommend this.

The last time I went inpatient, my roommate was there for drinking somewhere around a quart of bleach. He survived, he said it was extremely painful and even then, when he told me (which was around a week after drinking the bleach), he could still taste it when he burped. There are much better methods, try literally any other one.
 
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Resinn66

Student
Sep 5, 2021
120
You can try to mix bleach with ammonia to see what happens. Ammonia's the acid in our stomach
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,687
Swallow bleach.
Vomit bleach.
Live with permanent, debilitating chemical burns.
This is a terrible idea. PLEASE choose something else!
 
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Resinn66

Student
Sep 5, 2021
120
Recently I read that a person tried to commit suicide by ingesting bleach and the pains were so excruciating that he broke a window and pierced his stomach with the pieces of glass
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
It is extremely likely it will not kill you but simply destroy all your organs. Please do not attempt this way.

I have a former GF who is a nurse and more than once she came home after treating someone who attempted this way, lived and was in the hospital for a family member to donate organs for them.
So useful knowing someone in the medical field, get so many insights on the human body and ctb issues.
 

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