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eleanorhere
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- Sep 6, 2021
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I can't do anything. I do something then feel empty the rest of the day not being able to motivate myself to do anything else. As soon as I think about something I get an existential crisis.
Maybe it was poisonedI saw a dead cat & it made me wonder if it was a suicide
Maybe it systematically annoyed someone in order to get poisonedMaybe it was poisoned
You'd have to be a psychopath to kill a cat because it was annoyingMaybe it systematically annoyed someone in order to get poisoned
Plenty of psychos in my neighborhood... Mostly helpless grannies who killed their husbands & whose sleeping pills stopped working, so they scream at random kiddies & off kitties nowYou'd have to be a psychopath to kill a cat because it was annoying
I also miss being 18. My SN arrived and I caught myself fasting but I just decided to go to work tomorrow but still won't eat just in case around 10pm tonight I don't feel boldShitty, group chats are anxiety to me, and I feel like I had loads of friends and now I don't seem to have many at all. It's all just shit. I miss being 18 so badly
It was really good looking back, I had a lot of friends, a really fun life. Everything sucks now. It's sad, I should have died then really. I have mine too, haven't got a date. I hate getting out of bed for work but I woke helping the homeless which at least makes me feel slightly worthwhile in this shitty worldI also miss being 18. My SN arrived and I caught myself fasting but I just decided to go to work tomorrow but still won't eat just in case around 10pm tonight I don't feel bold
Well past midnight here, I finally replied to two emails that I'd been putting off (three days, and six months, respectively). Counting it as a highlight to a low day (cn: booze) though probably only because I got drunk enough to get over my usual messaging anxieties.