SanctionedSquad

SanctionedSquad

Infinite Child
Mar 4, 2023
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I really don't understand it, a person fails an attempt, gets locked up, then their mental health gets worse there so they lie and can get out faster and are more likely to ctb then cause they got treated like an animal.

I was locked up in psych wards 2 times and I hated the people there, how they think they can choose when I can get out and whatever, call me evil but I wish that they get traumatized so they finally know how it feels instead of judging me.

I really don't understand how they think locking soneone in a small room without distraction or going out should help anyone.
I even harmed myself there after a long time cause it was the obly distraction without my phone, good job psych ward idiots.



I also hate it how they take my phone away, it is a substitute for imagination for me, without it I can just think about how I got abused, but hey it is "a bad addiction and I have to get rid of it" instead of fucking focussing on my real problems.

The people who judged me there don't know what pain is, they probably got hone after treating humans like animals in a zoo and watch a movie with their famil, knows what I can't do that cause most of my family members are dead or assholes but hey at least my very bad addiction to my phobe gets cured.

It is one of the things that makes me enormously angry, I get more punishment for trying to ctb than someone who tortures their cat or watches child porn in my country, I hate those fucking medieval rules, those people should go there instead of me.

How about after a failed attempt offering someone psychological help ibstead of forcing them to sonething?

It is so unfair, I get punished for ctb but everyone who has beaten the shit out of me in school because I am autistic doesn't get punished, this weird justice just makes me want to ctb more.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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bastards. and there is no treatment for autism. Weed and psilocybin can help some people. But no psych ward will give you that.(I think I have autism too - but female and I tried faking it for years)
 
punkarmadillo

punkarmadillo

Member
Jan 18, 2023
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It's thanks to my experience in psych wards and with MH workers ( I can't call them professional) that if I try there is no fucking it up.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Psych wards certainly sound like horrific prisons that cause people to suffer even more, suicidal people don't deserve to be tortured by being punished in such a way, it disgusts me how we exist in a world where suicidal people cannot just pass away in peace and end up being tormented even more for trying to leave, this world is hell.
But it does sounds really horrible what you've had to endure, it's just inhumane the way that suicidal people are treat by those awful people. Psych wards should certainly be avoided at all costs, I believe that they are designed to torture people rather than "help" them. It's just so cruel how people have to endure failed attempts in the first place, humans deserve the option to leave this world in a peaceful and reliable way without risks and complications.
 
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NGenIronFist

NGenIronFist

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Apr 9, 2023
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They only want to keep you alive, they don't want to help you. Putting someone in a psych ward will only make everything worse, It forces patients there to get creative. I had a few friends that were thrown in psych wards, one hanged themselves with the shower curtains, one suffocated in the bedsheets. I remember telling my friend to act all buddy buddy so that they can get out of there.
 
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SanctionedSquad

SanctionedSquad

Infinite Child
Mar 4, 2023
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bastards. and there is no treatment for autism. Weed and psilocybin can help some people. But no psych ward will give you that.(I think I have autism too - but female and I tried faking it for years)
Autism isn't a suicide reason for me, I don't have it in a strong form, the biggest problem is more that I got bullied for it.
My biggest problems are ptbs and ocd.
 
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Wehmut

Wehmut

it's not fair...
Apr 13, 2023
53
I can understand what you're trying to say here and you are right. I was held in a psych ward against my will once and it made it worse for me as well. They really just try to keep you alive. They basically force you to live. I remember feeling like an animal in there, constantly being watched like I am some kind of child rapist or murderer (literally thats how they made me feel), getting told what to and what not to. And then they took away basically everything from me phone, keys, etc. They wouldn't even let me outside to get some fresh air or see something different other then the pale, empty room with the dirty bed in the corner. And I hate how they think that what they are doing is good and for my well being. It was horrible
 
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Lawliet

Lawliet

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Sep 15, 2020
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because it saves a lot of people a lot of legal trouble, and because society is fearful of death.

all of my admissions have been horrific. that's one of my main fears of failing, although it would be extremely hard to keep me in one with my extensive medical conditions.
 
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