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idkwhatthisis

idkwhatthisis

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Apr 26, 2025
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I need to know what kind of rope to get to hang, and how I can buy one without looking suspicious to people living with me

Also I just read the "how to hang yourself" guide and you can really just use a necktie?? Does it work?
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

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Jan 23, 2020
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I need to know what kind of rope to get to hang, and how I can buy one without looking suspicious to people living with me

Also I just read the "how to hang yourself" guide and you can really just use a necktie?? Does it work?
tell them you got it for rope jumping, also check this out for more info on the hanging method:

 
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Sep 30, 2023
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I bought a rope last May, in a huge construction supermarket, there was a huge selection. It is better to buy a smooth rope. I bought a rough rope and it was unpleasant for the skin. I had to partially tie the rope with tape. I made a Lynch loop, and tied a brick to one end to make it easier to throw the rope over a tree branch. I bought 20 meters, the price was low. I also bought a folding stool there. I wanted to hang myself like my idol, but I couldn't... I thought that I wanted to die a more painless death. I tried to hang myself at home, holding the rope with my hands from above, the feeling was terrible. Then I left bruises on my neck on both sides. It's not the same as just holding your breath
 
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idkwhatthisis

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Apr 26, 2025
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tell them you got it for rope jumping
Hmm if I told them I got a rope for rope jumping, that'd still feel suspicious in my opinion, so I'm thinking of buying a rope and hiding the fact I did. Though I'll need to know how to do that
works sometimes. their tensile strengths vary greatly.
Oh ok. I'm assuming I tie it like how I would for a rope. Which kind of neckties would work btw?
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

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Jan 23, 2020
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I know what you mean by needing to hide it, it's one of my fears too, does not help that i have a mother that cleans almost every inch of the house, also they sell ropes in bulk or kilos here, imagine how hard it will be hiding a single kilogram rope from my family
 
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Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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You want something 1/2 inch or 12mm thick. Get the length you need.
You might need to buy it when you need it, no storage problems.
 
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Jun 19, 2025
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I used a bed sheet or blanket to hang myself, it's comfortable and it doesn't hurt that much but the marks that remain on my neck afterwards are visible.
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

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Jan 23, 2020
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I used a bed sheet or blanket to hang myself, it's comfortable and it doesn't hurt that much but the marks that remain on my neck afterwards are visible.
did you cut it with a knife or scissor?
 
kiro__

kiro__

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Jun 19, 2025
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did you cut it with a knife or scissor?
I didn't understand what you meant, I'm sorry, if so, how did it break? If so, he untied it, I tied it to the door, it was a complete suspension
 
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Haibane-renmei-reki

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Jan 23, 2020
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I didn't understand what you meant, I'm sorry, if so, how did it break? If so, he untied it, I tied it to the door, it was a complete suspension
Nevermind, sorry
 

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