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ThatStateOfMind

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I just wanted to ask how everyone's day has been, mine hasn't been great, but it hasn't been the most awful either. Maybe you guys can even include some highlights of your day!
 
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Mar 23, 2023
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It's been pretty good! Went outside and played some ball with my sister in the park and had ice cream. ❤️ Other than that I've mostly been confined to my bed. :)
 
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It's been pretty good! Went outside and played some ball with my sister in the park and had ice cream. ❤️ Other than that I've mostly been confined to my bed. :)
That sounds pretty great! I went to the local animal shelter to play with the dogs, and give them some attention, and went to the library for some peaceful reading and visited my grandpa :)

Being in the bed is a good thing sometimes haha! There have been some negatives but I've mostly been able to move past it, most of it is emotional anyways.
 
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That sounds pretty great! I went to the local animal shelter to play with the dogs, and give them some attention, and went to the library for some peaceful reading and visited my grandpa :)

Being in the bed is a good thing sometimes haha!
Ooh sounds nice :) What did you read? ❤️
Also, please pet the dogs for me as well, next time you're there! :))
 
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Neutral. I still hate my life, but its no better and no worse than yesterday and the day before.
 
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Ooh sounds nice :) What did you read? ❤️
Also, please pet the dogs for me as well, next time you're there! :))
I've mainly been reading a book on hiking trails in my state, it's boring to most but I enjoy reading about it and I hope to go to a hiking trail near me that caught my eye in the book! I just feel so unmotivated haha!

I will absolutely pet them for you next time. There are so many good doggos there, and I get sad seeing the elderly ones so I pet them more. They're all so good though, there are a few that you can't pet because they're more aggressive but I can understand why. One has previously been abused and they've nursed it back, it looks much healthier, but still has many scars, she's still such a loving dog though, and licked me a lot!
Neutral. I still hate my life, but it's no better and no worse than yesterday and the day before.
I'm sorry it's been that way for you. I suppose there's some positive in that it hasn't declined though!
 
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all is well
Feb 1, 2023
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Spring is here! The sun is out and the birds are singing in beautiful foreign languages, what else could you want? :)

Took some nice pictures of flowers today, can't wait to go visit a forest for more!

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May you be well soon, you deserve it, and more. 🙏
 
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Spring is here! The sun is out and the birds are singing in beautiful foreign languages, what else could you want? :)

Took some nice pictures of flowers today, can't wait to go visit a forest for more!

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May you be well soon, you deserve it, and more. 🙏
Those photographs are excellent and those flowers are beautiful. If you read a previous comment of mine, it talked about a hiking book I read, there's about a 5 mile trail that's about an hour or 2 away that's supposedly very beautiful in terms of flowers but the downside is I hate long drives, my car isn't exactly the best and if I'm going to college, it's a 30 minute commute one way so I'm trying to be careful haha, maybe I'll go one day though. I wish you the best though!
 
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I've mainly been reading a book on hiking trails in my state, it's boring to most but I enjoy reading about it and I hope to go to a hiking trail near me that caught my eye in the book! I just feel so unmotivated haha!

I will absolutely pet them for you next time. There are so many good doggos there, and I get sad seeing the elderly ones so I pet them more. They're all so good though, there are a few that you can't pet because they're more aggressive but I can understand why. One has previously been abused and they've nursed it back, it looks much healthier, but still has many scars, she's still such a loving dog though, and licked me a lot!

I'm sorry it's been that way for you. I suppose there's some positive in that it hasn't declined though!
I sincerely appreciate your sentiment. Thank you.
 
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“Is there no way out of the mind?”
Mar 27, 2023
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Still cant go outside without feeling sick, I went to walk my dogs this afternoon feeling sick but didnt come back home in panic mode... but tonight I had to come back home, and try again... feeling desperate and ridiculous I dont know how longer I can tolerate this...
 
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Still cant go outside without feeling sick, I went to walk my dogs this afternoon feeling sick but didnt come back home in panic mode... but tonight I had to come back home, and try again... feeling desperate and ridiculous I dont know how longer I can tolerate this...
Aww that's tough, I wish I knew how to help you! I hope things improve for you :)
 
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Dec 1, 2022
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I've been struggling a lot today. I've been really sick and also got into my first fight with my boyfriend. Coping by listening to music and writing songs of my own. I'm kinda proud of myself for hanging on.
 
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I've been struggling a lot today. I've been really sick and also got into my first fight with my boyfriend. Coping by listening to music and writing songs of my own. I'm kinda proud of myself for hanging on.
I'm sorry that has happened to you. Relationship-wise, I've struggled with thoughts about my ex today :/. I'm glad you have great coping mechanisms though, I'm not creative enough to write songs lol. I'm proud of you for hanging on as well, I don't know how much that means coming from a random internet stranger, but I am proud of you as well!

Anyways, I'm about to do a coping mechanism of mine, late night drives lol. (Gotta slow down on that with rising gas prices though haha)
 
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Aug 26, 2022
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It was lame as hell ngl
I went for i walk for the first time this year during the daytime, so that was decent.
 
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For me it's just been another day of feeling tired of existing, at least no matter what each day is one day closer to death, but for now it feels like I'm trapped in a cycle of endless days. Life really is so futile and unappealing and only has the potential to get much worse, it's really unfortunate how there isn't the option to just choose to never wake again.
 
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