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From what I've read; an opioid OD generally feels good. No way to be sure because effects differ from person to person. Only one way to find out...
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- Feb 10, 2026
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I overdosed on hydroxyzine and propranolol. The best word I have for it is weird? I felt a lot of fear at first, some desperation and shame. After the seizure I was really confused and my mouth seemed to be saying things that my brain wasn't agreeing with which was very strange to experience. I wasn't in any pain but I was very nauseous despite being given meds for that. It only got better once I threw everything up (and ended up with pneumonia... Hooray). Then for a few days I could not stand at all and was very disoriented and tired and my digestive system wasn't right for weeks. So yeah. Weird is the best word I have for it.Similar threads
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