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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

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May 20, 2021
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What do you think it's like to be an eternal nothing? For example, falling asleep and not waking up? Tell about your options
 
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ItsMe-Hecked

Student
Dec 30, 2021
123
What do you think it's like to be an eternal nothing? For example, falling asleep and not waking up? Tell about your options
It'll hurt for like a minute. Then, you blink. No end credits. Just a cut.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,327
You simply do not feel anything, as you will no longer exist. We cannot comprehend in any way what this is like as existence is all we know.
 
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Istanbulite

Istanbulite

Member
Jan 14, 2022
564
I follow the Epicurean approach, so there won't be much pain once we are dead. Complete peacefulness.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
In my opinion it's like sleeping but with no waking up.


Think about sleeping as a process. You just feel you're "about to" then BAM! Nothing. You lose all awareness and won't feel anything in the process, nor when going through it (if we exclude nightmares and dreams). Then, as sudden as you fell asleep you also wake up.

Eternal nothingness is like sleep, but with no dreams or waking up involved. You won't ever feel anything anymore. It's similar as how it was before you were born.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
I see at as the first billions of years before me will feel exactly like the billions of years after me. I won't exist. My feelings won't exist. Any sense of the passage of time won't exist. I'll just...stop.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I've been under General Anesthesia 10 times and it is what it is.

Nothing.

No feeling, no time, no thought, no memories, no identity, no pain, & no pleasure either. It means forsaking everything within your mind that makes you yourself.
 
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little helpers

little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
nothingness is not a thing for you to feel. it's called nothingness for a reason. I've had ODs. there's just nothing there. *I* wasn't there.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
858
I think it wouldn't feel like anything, because there would not be anything to feel, because you no longer exist. Your gone & the only memories of you are pictures & the memories others have of you. But IMO it's just nothing. No more pain or suffering. Sorta like passing thru the event horizon of a black hole.
 
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Somber

Somber

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2022
457
Remember how you felt before being born? It's exactly like that.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
It feels like
 
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D&D

D&D

Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
Dec 3, 2021
252
"Nothingness" and its equivalents in other languages is string of signs/symbols (letters) arranged to name, to put to words what is otherwise indescribable.
 
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Live Free or Die

Live Free or Die

A wise man can always be found alone.
Jan 12, 2022
117
I've been having amazing dreams lately. Filled with wonder, fun and happiness. It has caused me to want to sleep more and more. I do have occasional nightmares, but no matter what I dream about it's always better than being awake. If I knew that death was an endless slumber where we dreamed for eternity.. I'd be gone tonight.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
Probably similar to how it feels to chew 5 gum.
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I've been having amazing dreams lately. Filled with wonder, fun and happiness. It has caused me to want to sleep more and more. I do have occasional nightmares, but no matter what I dream about it's always better than being awake. If I knew that death was an endless slumber where we dreamed for eternity.. I'd be gone tonight.
Doing anything for an eternity, including dreaming, is hell to me. I want what I had before birth - nothing more, nothing less. :) But yeh dreams are fucking cool.
Probably similar to how it feels to chew 5 gum.
What flavour :D
Remember how you felt before being born? It's exactly like that.
What's beautiful is it isn't even something to "feel"; just the absence of everything. It is a "non-state".
 
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Kalebri

Kalebri

Slave
Dec 18, 2021
24
A complete oblivion like this:

iu


But without consciousness.
 
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Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
289
It doesn't.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I still find this awful
 
AreWeWinning

AreWeWinning

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
260
What do you think it's like to be an eternal nothing? For example, falling asleep and not waking up? Tell about your options
The question that no-one knows that answer to.

I have been under anaesthesia once. I remember going under, then the next moment I'm waking up. In reality it was a few hours, but it literally felt like no time had passed. Very bizarre feeling. When you sleep, you still have a sense of how much time has passed. But under anaesthesia, you don't. If that's what it feels like to be dead, it'd be ok with that. But at the same time, I still can't imagine being in that state for an eternity. It's unimaginable. Yet, that's probably what it's going to be.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
If it will help you have a peace of mind, just think of it as sleeping.
 
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bero4666

New Member
Dec 18, 2021
2
Try thinking about how it was before you were born
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Remember how you felt before being born? It's exactly like that.
fractals and tunnels. everythings glitchy. everyone can tell at best "imo".
 
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raghu1977

Nerd
Jan 29, 2022
121
I've been under General Anesthesia 10 times and it is what it is.

Nothing.

No feeling, no time, no thought, no memories, no identity, no pain, & no pleasure either. It means forsaking everything within your mind that makes you yourself.
This! Although in my case - the complete lack of pain for a few seconds is such bliss!
 
DivineMedicus

DivineMedicus

Vereor Nox
Sep 7, 2020
242
What do the eyes at the back of your head see? It's kind of like that.
 
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