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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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There are many threads on this.
From reports:
You start feeling "off" after a minute or two.
The heart races, you feel a bit naucious.
You feel hot.
You need to lay down.
You may vomit a little.
Your breathing is labored
You get quiet

A bus stops for you.
 
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Einarfjzx

Member
May 28, 2022
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its probably the most peaceful method if done right
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
678
As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
205
been wondering the same. i'd recommend reading up on methemoglobinemia -- it's the condition that follows SN ingestion. :)

i found this document helpful: https://emcrit.org/ibcc/methemoglobinemia

As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
is breathing difficult in that you feel like you're suffocating?
 
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Big_Ocelot

Big_Ocelot

Banned Scammer
May 24, 2025
11
I'm still scared, anyone wants to talk
You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
46
You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
I don't acces to the necessary meds
 
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latentzombie

Member
Oct 18, 2024
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You don't have to be scared as long as u exactly follow the protocol especially for taking benzos nd such because taking a nervous system relaxant is key to making u feel more comfortable nd less tense cuz things should go very smoothly once u manage to have the SN effects kick in while you're asleep or knocked out
The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount
 
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Big_Ocelot

Banned Scammer
May 24, 2025
11
The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount
Clonazepam should definitely also do the trick just look up the right dose per kg of total body weight for a knock out I'm guessing 8mg or something
I don't acces to the necessary meds
There are places you can get them online if u look around hard enough
 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
195
The protocol mentions using diazepam, but i don't have access to that i only have access to clonazepam can o use it? Also in what amount

lol clonazepam is even better than diazepam. But all benzos like alprazolam, lorazepam will work.
just take mid-high dose like 4-10mg
 
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stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
46
lol clonazepam is even better than diazepam. But all benzos like alprazolam, lorazepam will work.
just take mid-high dose like 4-10mg
Will other anti anxiety meds work?
 
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stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
46
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for.
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for. Pls don't blame me for not understanding my mind is broken
 
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gameoverman

Member
May 25, 2025
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As someone whose taken it .. you feel the effe to fast its starts in your head and then your body starts feeling weaker and weaker. Your heart aches and it feels like it's going 100 mph , breathing difficult and you have to lay down.

I help extremely hot at one moment and I felt like I was on the verge of passing out .

It's honestly very similar to being very sick just with ringing in your ears.
Did the ringing in the ears eventually go away?
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
249
Will other anti anxiety meds work?
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for.
I need help guys I'm severely mentally broken rn I can't understand the protocol idk what to do to kill myself can someone explain it to me clearly and what meds I need and WHY they are for. Pls don't blame me for not understanding my mind is broken
In my country, benzodiazepines are not sold. But Hydroxyzine is similar. I have it, I will include it in the protocol

Read "PPеH" for 2025 and "SN Bill", everything is written there in detail, good luck!
 
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Carrot

Carrot

Experienced
Feb 25, 2025
250
It's still here now
Did you try SN recently? I hope it's not an issue after days or weeks..

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From what I read your stomach aches, head aches. Like a strong cold (cold as in the illness).
You have less oxygen, so your heart speeds up to make up for it, but it won't be able to keep supplying oxygen. Hopefully at some point you pass out and that's it.

I had surgeries in my life, and got severly drunk. I don't remember anything from those moments, I didn't feel any pain, which is obvious, but this makes me hopeful. Our body is capable of being in a state where it doesn't feel anything.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
678
Did you try SN recently? I hope it's not an issue after days or weeks..

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From what I read your stomach aches, head aches. Like a strong cold (cold as in the illness).
You have less oxygen, so your heart speeds up to make up for it, but it won't be able to keep supplying oxygen. Hopefully at some point you pass out and that's it.

I had surgeries in my life, and got severly drunk. I don't remember anything from those moments, I didn't feel any pain, which is obvious, but this makes me hopeful. Our body is capable of being in a state where it doesn't feel anything
I accidentally ingested some and actually attempted with it. I already have bad health issues so it might be the mix of the two.

It's similar to having the flu but with a fast heart rate.
 
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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
46
Does it physically hurt
I accidentally ingested some and actually attempted with it. I already have bad health issues so it might be the mix of the two.

It's similar to having the flu but with a fast heart rat
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
205
Can anyone convince me that it's not actually scary to go through it(I hope this is not bannable)

no one can (or should) convince you. you must make an informed decision for yourself, after researching SN's effects on the body.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,046
no one here can or should convince you, or even imply anything of the sort, as said above. meant with care, you need to look at your research and decide for yourself. it breaks site rules for anyone here to say things in the way you're asking.

no disrespect meant xx
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
169
It's valid to be scared. Death is finite after all. If you're afraid, it means you need more time. And that's okay.
^very important. do not rush something like this. give it time, think about it, make a plan, think about it again.
 
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