DesperateOne
Experienced
- May 25, 2023
- 295
I want to die quick and painlessly. For this there are only a few real options. Gun, which I can't get since I live in a country with pretty strict gun laws. Also, nobody would really sell it to me since I am a weirdo.
Then there is SN & N. Takes super long to put one unconscious - apparently up to 30 minutes with very unpleasant symptoms. So that's a big nope, since I know I will be callng for help instantly. N on the other hand is impossible to get, especially if you are stupid and lack social skills like me.
Then there is jumping. I wouldn't mind the drop, but when one hits the ground I wonder if I could feel that... There's also so many things that can go wrong here as well. Like what if the impact somehow only damages one part of your brain and the healthy part still feels the pain. What if you land in a bad way and you end up living? What about the people that you will traumatize? Then there is publicity. Someone pulls out a camera and you end up on the news, embarrassing your family.
So finally there is hanging. I've read that a lot of times the drop just kills you instantly since it breaks your neck, but what about in other cases? I've read on here that some people choke out and a bunch of other theories that it takes anywhere from a few seconds to go unconscious to a full minute. I don't mind if it lasts a few seconds but if it takes 30 seconds or a full minute then that's a no go.
Does anyone know the straight facts? Also, if anyone here has done full hanging, but was saved or the rope snapped, do you mind sharing the experience, if you are comfortable of course. I want to prepare myself mentally to what I will be feeling.
I am also considering just straight up drowning. A lot of people report severe panic then just absolute peace before the darkness hits. I need to think this one through some more though...
Then there is SN & N. Takes super long to put one unconscious - apparently up to 30 minutes with very unpleasant symptoms. So that's a big nope, since I know I will be callng for help instantly. N on the other hand is impossible to get, especially if you are stupid and lack social skills like me.
Then there is jumping. I wouldn't mind the drop, but when one hits the ground I wonder if I could feel that... There's also so many things that can go wrong here as well. Like what if the impact somehow only damages one part of your brain and the healthy part still feels the pain. What if you land in a bad way and you end up living? What about the people that you will traumatize? Then there is publicity. Someone pulls out a camera and you end up on the news, embarrassing your family.
So finally there is hanging. I've read that a lot of times the drop just kills you instantly since it breaks your neck, but what about in other cases? I've read on here that some people choke out and a bunch of other theories that it takes anywhere from a few seconds to go unconscious to a full minute. I don't mind if it lasts a few seconds but if it takes 30 seconds or a full minute then that's a no go.
Does anyone know the straight facts? Also, if anyone here has done full hanging, but was saved or the rope snapped, do you mind sharing the experience, if you are comfortable of course. I want to prepare myself mentally to what I will be feeling.
I am also considering just straight up drowning. A lot of people report severe panic then just absolute peace before the darkness hits. I need to think this one through some more though...
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