C
Circles
Visionary
- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,297
Does the pain have to outweigh your love for them? If so I'm already there. I love my mother dearly but what can I do anymore? I feel so hopeless and lost. I feel so broken beyond repair. I feel so indescribably disgusted with myself that I'm full of so much self hate that I wonder how any sane person could live with this much hate inside. But I feel so guilty about killing myself. I just wish my mother would hate me or let me go.