How do you spend the time before catching the bus

[Wonhun]

Everyday I want to cut myself

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Unfortunately I'm not able to catch the bus as I can't access any suicide methods. Everyday I'm just terrified with regards to the suffering that I'm experiencing as well as the suffering that I will experience in the future

 

[deathproof17]

I've been playing working part time and video games.

 

[banger12]

Unfortunately I'm not able to catch the bus as I can't access any suicide methods. Everyday I'm just terrified with regards to the suffering that I'm experiencing as well as the suffering that I will experience in the future

This is painfully relatable and I'm so sorry you're suffering and that you anticipate more to come. It truly makes me sick that we can't be honest about suicidal intentions in society and that we're deprived the means to freedom from our lives

 

[ijustwishtodie]

This is painfully relatable and I'm so sorry you're suffering and that you anticipate more to come. It truly makes me sick that we can't be honest about suicidal intentions in society and that we're deprived the means to freedom from our lives

I'm sorry for your suffering too. I also hate at how we can't be honest about suicide. All of my suffering and pain could be presented if they just legalised euthanasia for me but, no, they want me to suffer in excruciating pain. That's the consequences of being pro life. They don't give a shit if I were to suffer immensely or if anybody suffers immensely, all they care about is increasing the human population as much as possible. It's impossible for me to respect these people because their actions are causing me to suffer. Fuck pro lifers, I loathe them with every part of my being

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally see existing as just waiting to die, it's all just suffering to me, I'd personally never wish to be conscious, I'd never wish to experience anything at all, as long as I exist I'll only ever be hoping to be gone, I wish I could just die in peace and forget about it all.