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Vul

Member
Oct 7, 2022
9
I know my life is already over. There is almost nothing I can do to change my situation. But how do I know when it's the right time to leave? It may sound ridiculous, but I want to leave my papers in order when I leave. The only thing that gives me the strength to make this decision is that no one loves me and there is no one who depends on me. There are people who are waiting for me to leave so they can keep what is mine. It seems like I'm benefiting them.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,344
This is kind of weird, but you just feel it. Like, have you ever seen how animals will go off somewhere on their own and die? You just know you're ready.
 
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LaughingGoat

Mage
Apr 11, 2024
589
I think most people have some remnant of hope left that things will improve, sometimes without realizing. Once someone is completely hopeless, physical SI may be the only obstacle.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

I'm in hell
Jul 23, 2022
4,724
For me, frankly, the answer is when I actually do it.
 
steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
I am not sure if you know it's the right time

You just one day say you are going to do it and you push through it and then you are gone
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
When you finally carry out the act to CTB.

That's the only time we are truly ready.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,809
I believe only the individual knows that, suicide is a personal decision and it's their existence after all. If one is fortunate enough to be able to access a reliable suicide method they feel confident in I believe it's just waiting for when the time feels right. But anyway best wishes.
 
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