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I would describe my "gender dysphoria" as a deep resentment and awkwardness with my prescribed gender role and a hatred of my formal appearance to the extent it is masculine.
is this "gender dysphoria"? This has pretty much followed me my entire life. Although I can confidently say it isn't as agonizing or extreme as other peoples cases and experiences.
And if it is or isn't, should I start medical transitioning?
I would prefer if trans people especially mtfs could weigh in
Tyvm.
 
rorosbones

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not mtf, but i am trans and have had similar concerns in the past.
i'd say that sounds like dysphoria to me. what's most important though is what brings you euphoria. do you like presenting more feminine? would being a different gender make you happy?
starting medical transition is very personal. that's not something anyone else can decide for you. if you're unsure, a good starting point would be trying different hair/clothes or experimenting with different names and pronouns.
figuring yourself out is tough, and sometimes it takes a really long time and a lot of making mistakes. i wish you luck in whatever you decide 🫂
 
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