How do you guys cope everyday when you know your life sucks?

[NG_Kasumi]

I don't have any access to drugs since I don't know anyone in real life that sells them. I'm also a loner, I literally have zero people in my life that I would consider my actual friends. My life sucks.

Right now I'm just using alcohol and cigarettes to get me throughout my day to day life. Getting drunk every night has been an experience. I'm actually happy when I'm intoxicated.

Right now I'm just waiting for my mom to pass and then it's lights out for me. I might go with CO or Hanging I'm still unsure.

 

[Forgetting5]

That I don't have to cbt to die. One day it will happen and I focus on that. The time until then doesn't matter

 

[wilted_biography]

I don't have any access to drugs since I don't know anyone in real life that sells them. I'm also a loner, I literally have zero people in my life that I would consider my actual friends. My life sucks.

Right now I'm just using alcohol and cigarettes to get me throughout my day to day life. Getting drunk every night has been an experience. I'm actually happy when I'm intoxicated.

Right now I'm just waiting for my mom to pass and then it's lights out for me. I might go with CO or Hanging I'm still unsure.

I sometimes wish I was a heavy hard drug user…I smoke cigs too! I would love if I could find relief somewhere but it's nowhere to be found unfortunately

 

[SuicidalPlushie]

i don't cope really i just hurt myself instead (emotionally and sometimes self harm if it's too much) or just cry so hard instead, i smoke cigs too which numb me a bit but only one hour or fewer

will end it soon no more coping.

 

[NG_Kasumi]

That I don't have to cbt to die. One day it will happen and I focus on that. The time until then doesn't matter

The time until then is what worries me.

I sometimes wish I was a heavy hard drug user…I smoke cigs too! I would love if I could find relief somewhere but it's nowhere to be found unfortunately

Ever tried being drunk? It's legal and cheap too. :)

 

[Lost Magic]

It is very difficult to deal with life everyday, that is why I am in the process of not having to deal with it for much longer. I just don't want to exist anymore.

 

[Marine]

I desperately try to improve it...

 

[NG_Kasumi]

It is very difficult to deal with life everyday, that is why I am in the process of not having to deal with it for much longer. I just don't want to exist anymore.

Same brother. I always say too my self before I sleep, that when I'm asleep that is my practice or preview of being dead. It's just pure nothing. Expect when we dream of course.

I desperately try to improve it...

Do you see any progress? I hope so.

i don't cope really i just hurt myself instead (emotionally and sometimes self harm if it's too much) or just cry so hard instead, i smoke cigs too which numb me a bit but only one hour or fewer

will end it soon no more coping.

I tried crying hard one time when I was imagining my own funeral. I fell Asleep immediately after, and I'd be lying to myself if I say it didn't relaxed me.

 

[Catloaf]

I don't. This is the reason why I'm here.

 

[Marine]

Same brother. I always say too my self before I sleep, that when I'm asleep that is my practice or preview of being dead. It's just pure nothing. Expect when we dream of course.

Do you see any progress? I hope so.

I tried crying hard one time when I was imagining my own funeral. I fell Asleep immediately after, and I'd be lying to myself if I say it didn't relaxed me.

It's a work in progress let's say. Some things help. I do yoyo a lot though.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just suffer and try to pass the time as I feel like I have no choice. Ctb is very difficult for me personally and I feel so trapped in this world. At least it will all end for me one day and then I will finally be where I belong.

 

[NG_Kasumi]

I just suffer and try to pass the time as I feel like I have no choice. Ctb is very difficult for me personally and I feel so trapped in this world. At least it will all end for me one day and then I will finally be where I belong.

I completely understand. Taking ones life is the hardest thing to do as a human. We are basically going against our programming and not every body who is suicidal can go through with it. Maybe one day you will get the courage, but until then live life as you see fit even if there are days that sucks.

 

[la fin de tout]

I binge drink solo on my isolated weekends until I black out, then I work as much as I can throughout the week. I work hours I don't need to work at all just to avoid the loneliness that comes with my empty house. I like to imagine I am working to pay for my funeral processions. Outside of work, I self flagellate with a whip everyday, I over-exercise at the gym daily, and I scream until I am in tears everyday, anything to battle SI and physically release endorphins. I have a google doc I've been continually writing my suicide letter into, I also cope by researching suicidal methods and watching suicide survivor bereavement videos. I've currently been handing off my possessions, having weekly therapy sessions, reading self help books, calling suicide hotlines, enduring personal training weekly, taking an antidepressant, but I always return home to the reminders of all of my failures, socially isolated and abandoned.

 

[NG_Kasumi]

I binge drink solo on my isolated weekends until I black out, then I work as much as I can throughout the week. I work hours I don't need to work at all just to avoid the loneliness that comes with my empty house. I like to imagine I am working to pay for my funeral processions. Outside of work, I self flagellate with a whip everyday, I over-exercise at the gym daily, and I scream until I am in tears everyday, anything to battle SI and physically release endorphins. I have a google doc I've been continually writing my suicide letter into, I also cope by researching suicidal methods and watching suicide survivor bereavement videos. I've currently been handing off my possessions, having weekly therapy sessions, reading self help books, calling suicide hotlines, enduring personal training weekly, taking an antidepressant, but I always return home to the reminders of all of my failures, socially isolated and abandoned.

There are so many things that you said that reflects on me. I've been drinking alone in my room heavily these past weeks on a daily basis. I also use work to avoid my house. I've been emptying my closet/possessions except the essential ones. Like shit dude, I fucking hate being born.

 

[September5th]

This is the secret, bro. I don't. I mean, the best I can do is think about how much happy I was before and drink...

 

[lostmyacc]

Pass the point of caring. Do not look after personal hygiene . Look at the wall often, in bed pretty much distraught with anxiety and depression.
Rest of the time is just making up the numbers thinking I don't belong here.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I hide

 

[NG_Kasumi]

This is the secret, bro. I don't. I mean, the best I can do is think about how much happy I was before and drink...

Cheers brother . Drinks will only get better as we get drunk.

 

[September5th]

Cheers brother . Drinks will only get better as we get drunk.

I only like drinking beer. Recently, though, I've been drinking some vodka as well (mixed up with juice and other things). Really crazy.
Tried cigarettes in a party this weekend and hated it. Not really my thing.
Alcohol, however, is beautiful. I feel like I'm back in September (my favorite month). No worries, no nothing. Just the good and old beer.

I wanted to be drunk everyday, 24/7, for the rest of my miserable fucking life.

 

[Slimetae]

I just exist till on day I do it or I die for some other reason .

 

[FogFilledLife]

Disasociation, reading, binge eating, and sleeping while constantly thinking about suicide.

 

[NG_Kasumi]

I only like drinking beer. Recently, though, I've been drinking some vodka as well (mixed up with juice and other things). Really crazy.
Tried cigarettes in a party this weekend and hated it. Not really my thing.
Alcohol, however, is beautiful. I feel like I'm back in September (my favorite month). No worries, no nothing. Just the good and old beer.

I wanted to be drunk everyday, 24/7, for the rest of my miserable fucking life.

Woah I've been doing this lately as well, the mixing alcohol I mean. Yesterday I mixed some korean imported beer with 40% proof Gin. 3 full glass and I was hammered, but the feeling of being drunk is just immaculate. Like I could take on anything in my life hahaha! As corny as it sound that's my genuine feeling, that's why I've been falling in love with alcohol bit by bit.

 

[ornitier199]

Why ask?

 

[NG_Kasumi]

Why ask?

How old are you? I'm assuming you are young since you ask a question like a jackass.

 

[ForeverBlue]

Take everyday as it comes as people keep telling me. Only problem is everyday is pure shit.

 

[outrider567]

This website helps a lot

 

[September5th]

Woah I've been doing this lately as well, the mixing alcohol I mean. Yesterday I mixed some korean imported beer with 40% proof Gin. 3 full glass and I was hammered, but the feeling of being drunk is just immaculate. Like I could take on anything in my life hahaha! As corny as it sound that's my genuine feeling, that's why I've been falling in love with alcohol bit by bit.

Wow, those are some powerful combos right there. I've been mixing beer and drips recently. I makes me want to vomit, but it feels pretty nice.
Alcohol is love. Alcohol won't abandon you and you won't hurt alcohol or let it down. It's just genuine love.

 

[Huntfish34]

I cope with alcohol and numerous drugs as often as I can.

 

[GetMeOut]

I'm an alcoholic.

 

[ornitier199]

How old are you? I'm assuming you are young since you ask a question like a jackass.

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