Jule_from_Germany
Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
- Jun 8, 2023
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I don't know yet if I will commit suicide or when. I'd just like to know which aspects you consider when you choose your method
Yeah. To me one main aspect is, whether I can still get it done once I decide to do it. Maybe at that time some methods aren't possible anymoreI think that when choosing a method the aspects to consider would be how reliable it is and for me it would be peacefulness as the more painful the method the higher chance there is of the survival instinct kicking in, causing the attempt to fail. My favourite method would be something as peaceful as Nembutal but sadly that cannot be easily accessed, the problem is that we exist in this anti-suicide society where we are denied access to peaceful and reliable method options and I can imagine the inaccessibility of suicide keeps many people trapped here in this horrible world.
I've never thought about that one. It's like a BBQ setup, right?The CO method (with charcoal or if available with sulfuric + formic acid) will always be available. It's my method of choice because it's pretty much painless, with no SI kicking in and I can go to sleep forever peacefully in the case I CTB. This method needs proper preparations and need some safety precautions. But it's very effective
yesIt's like a BBQ setup, right?
I will be hanging myself before long;my question to you:do you imagine partial suspension of the full drop method?I visualize in my head going through the actions of a method and consider how much anxiety I get during it (only with reliable methods of course). If the anxiety is so bad merely thinking about it that I want to chicken out, then it isn't the right method for me. That's why I couldn't shoot myself, whenever I imagine doing it I get too anxious to pull the trigger, however when I imagine hanging myself I'm able to get over the anxiety of letting go and hanging.