How do you feel right now ?

[wagner2029]

tiredness, boredom,
I'm not feeling so much fear and sadness despite trying CBT almost every day in the last few weeks, I'm in a vicious cycle of not being able to do it and waiting for the night to try again.

 

[Stonewash]

37 years old completely depressed the hole life. No single phase were I was happy. I'm going crazy because suicide isn't easy. Maybe I go super crazy and do ******* things. Suicide planed for spring this year. I hope you all will die too. I feel angry because I'm having trouble finding the right stuff to kill me with. Sodium nitrite or carbon monoxide? I think sn works better. How are you. That's at least one nice thing we can do, ask how you feel. How do you feel thread starter?

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Very anxious, want to end it now

 

[3/4Dead]

Not great. Been worse. Hoping maybe things will get better. I hope this is a good week.

 

[underthedatetree]

hands and feet are cold. sad but distracted.

 

[Meteora]

Crying already in the morning.... how great.

 

[parallelluniverse]

So, how are you feeling right now? I woke up from peaceful restful sleep, with a positive feeling... until all the negativity presented itself again (the worry, the irritation, etc.).

If it is bad, do you want to get better? It's quite bad but I know I can feel better, so yes, I do want to feel pleasant without feeling like that is wrong or I don't deserve it or I'm at fault because someone else needs it (the positivity). I do want to feel some positive emotions and not the bad ones people give me.

Do you believe you should feel better? I think so. I'm not like others in the sense I feel good about making others feel worse. I want us all to feel better and know exactly what's happening.

Do you already feel well ? I fall, but I can self-right/rally round. Not without the guilt dragging me back though, and making me sit with it.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

how do i feel? well in close to 72 hrs i've had about 40 min sleep. i responded to someone just now that wanted to burn themself to death.... so not all that great. i can add a few more things but i'm starting to think this question should be banned lol