Darkover
Illuminated
- Jul 29, 2021
- 3,757
Existence itself is just a power struggle of the strong dominating the weak. Virtually everyone is a piece of shit in one way or another. And even those who aren't inherently pieces of shit still cause suffering by existing anyway.
There is no cosmic justice. Any justice carried out only accounts for a fraction of all the atrocities committed. People rejoice whenever justice occurs against those who commit evil but it's merely a drop in the ocean. Evil will never be stopped. Slay one beast and another thousand will take its place.
Just because you are a monster doesn't mean you'll be punished and just because you're a kind-hearted individual doesn't mean you'll be rewarded. All that matters is how much power you have. If you have enough power, you can basically do whatever you want and make those around you miserable if it benefits you.
The vast majority of humans kill and eat animals, needlessly, because they're selfish, scum that think their taste buds hold greater value than the life of a sentient being. The number of animals killed for food in a year is over 1 trillion (when including sea creatures), and for what? To be some gluttonous fuck that refuses to just eat plants.
Most people are going to reproduce. There is no good reason to do that. Why force a being into existence simply because it's what the parent wants? Are children mere trinkets to fulfill our desires? Fuck thinking about all the suffering that'll happen to the child, right? It's all about me, me, me. Parents who choose to have a child and then try to act like they're so noble for raising a child are fucking liars. Stop acting like you didn't want to have a child for your own selfish reasons. The non-existent are not sitting in limbo waiting to be born. Breeding will always be a selfish act. If you have a child, you are completely responsible for all suffering that happens to them. They get cancer, get raped, or are tortured? That's your fault that they've experienced that. It's only possible to suffer when one comes into existence.
And I'm not some idiotic nature worshipper. I despise nature. There's nothing beautiful about all the animals that suffer in the wild, whether they die from starvation, disease, or being literally eaten alive.
The only way to rid the world from suffering is to eliminate all life on the planet. But no, "life is a gift". So what if hundreds of trillions of living beings suffer because there are still good things in life like netflix and pizza. We must continue breeding to keep our species alive. Why? Because "reasons" I guess.
Who fucking cares if humanity or all life on earth dies out? No one would be around to miss it. People don't realize how much they're a slave to their own biology. We are already born brainwashed due to evolution. Pro-life biases exist without reason, it's an emotion the brain gives to just keep breeding, keep surviving. Not for any particular reason. Just do it because.
What I especially don't understand is why people are forced to live when they don't want to. People act like fucking heroes for forcing people to live against their will, when they're actually pure evil. There are few things more fucked up than forcing someone to suffer when they beg for death.
People will say "well, if you don't want to live, just kill yourself." Shut the fuck up, please shut the fuck up. If assisted suicide was around it would help the issue but don't act like it's so easy for everyone to acquire a gun or to get a suicide drug like cyanide. Even if you try buy it, you're running the risk of being set up in a sting operation or scammed by some asshole that just takes your money and disappears. People shouldn't be expected to walk off a 10 story building where they can survive by some "miracle" and be forced to live completely immobile or drink poison where they might live and just get permanent brain/organ damage instead and if they don't want to take that gamble, "well I guess you don't really want to kill yourself then." Also don't act like suicide is treated as a human right. Try calling the police and saying you're killing yourself so they can come collect the body. If you're not dead in time, they'll break into your home and imprison you in a psychiatric ward.
The worst thing is knowing that people probably won't change. Everyone will continue to live their ignorant lives because it's convenient. I've given up on trying to change people.
I personally have no interest in living. The world is a disgusting cesspool of meaningless suffering. I've been miserable for over a decade and had a pretty terrible childhood as well.I also seem to have anhedonia and avolition which make living unbearable. Naturally, ignorant retards will go on about how medication and therapy will help everyone. They haven't been doing shit for me and the medical field doesn't like acknowledging that treatments aren't entirely effective. Instead I'm expected to take some new drug over and over like some junkie, potentially fucking up my body and mind even more.
The world is too cruel and I can't cope with it. I'm naturally very empathetic and it's killing me. I know many people use drugs/alcohol for escapism but I'm just not interested in drugs or alcohol at all.
There is no cosmic justice. Any justice carried out only accounts for a fraction of all the atrocities committed. People rejoice whenever justice occurs against those who commit evil but it's merely a drop in the ocean. Evil will never be stopped. Slay one beast and another thousand will take its place.
Just because you are a monster doesn't mean you'll be punished and just because you're a kind-hearted individual doesn't mean you'll be rewarded. All that matters is how much power you have. If you have enough power, you can basically do whatever you want and make those around you miserable if it benefits you.
The vast majority of humans kill and eat animals, needlessly, because they're selfish, scum that think their taste buds hold greater value than the life of a sentient being. The number of animals killed for food in a year is over 1 trillion (when including sea creatures), and for what? To be some gluttonous fuck that refuses to just eat plants.
Most people are going to reproduce. There is no good reason to do that. Why force a being into existence simply because it's what the parent wants? Are children mere trinkets to fulfill our desires? Fuck thinking about all the suffering that'll happen to the child, right? It's all about me, me, me. Parents who choose to have a child and then try to act like they're so noble for raising a child are fucking liars. Stop acting like you didn't want to have a child for your own selfish reasons. The non-existent are not sitting in limbo waiting to be born. Breeding will always be a selfish act. If you have a child, you are completely responsible for all suffering that happens to them. They get cancer, get raped, or are tortured? That's your fault that they've experienced that. It's only possible to suffer when one comes into existence.
And I'm not some idiotic nature worshipper. I despise nature. There's nothing beautiful about all the animals that suffer in the wild, whether they die from starvation, disease, or being literally eaten alive.
The only way to rid the world from suffering is to eliminate all life on the planet. But no, "life is a gift". So what if hundreds of trillions of living beings suffer because there are still good things in life like netflix and pizza. We must continue breeding to keep our species alive. Why? Because "reasons" I guess.
Who fucking cares if humanity or all life on earth dies out? No one would be around to miss it. People don't realize how much they're a slave to their own biology. We are already born brainwashed due to evolution. Pro-life biases exist without reason, it's an emotion the brain gives to just keep breeding, keep surviving. Not for any particular reason. Just do it because.
What I especially don't understand is why people are forced to live when they don't want to. People act like fucking heroes for forcing people to live against their will, when they're actually pure evil. There are few things more fucked up than forcing someone to suffer when they beg for death.
People will say "well, if you don't want to live, just kill yourself." Shut the fuck up, please shut the fuck up. If assisted suicide was around it would help the issue but don't act like it's so easy for everyone to acquire a gun or to get a suicide drug like cyanide. Even if you try buy it, you're running the risk of being set up in a sting operation or scammed by some asshole that just takes your money and disappears. People shouldn't be expected to walk off a 10 story building where they can survive by some "miracle" and be forced to live completely immobile or drink poison where they might live and just get permanent brain/organ damage instead and if they don't want to take that gamble, "well I guess you don't really want to kill yourself then." Also don't act like suicide is treated as a human right. Try calling the police and saying you're killing yourself so they can come collect the body. If you're not dead in time, they'll break into your home and imprison you in a psychiatric ward.
The worst thing is knowing that people probably won't change. Everyone will continue to live their ignorant lives because it's convenient. I've given up on trying to change people.
I personally have no interest in living. The world is a disgusting cesspool of meaningless suffering. I've been miserable for over a decade and had a pretty terrible childhood as well.I also seem to have anhedonia and avolition which make living unbearable. Naturally, ignorant retards will go on about how medication and therapy will help everyone. They haven't been doing shit for me and the medical field doesn't like acknowledging that treatments aren't entirely effective. Instead I'm expected to take some new drug over and over like some junkie, potentially fucking up my body and mind even more.
The world is too cruel and I can't cope with it. I'm naturally very empathetic and it's killing me. I know many people use drugs/alcohol for escapism but I'm just not interested in drugs or alcohol at all.
