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timetosleep

Member
Feb 19, 2019
62
I don't like the world or people in general. The world we live in is very violent and based on greed. People are self-centered and hurt one another without a second thought. I have been trying to cope with this all my life, but I still have a hard time accepting that the world we live in is the way it is. It's one of the main reasons I don't want to live in this world.

Any one else feel like they don't have a place in this crazy world? How do you cope or adapt?
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
6,986
for your first question, 100% i wasnt made for this place. and im tired of being in it.

for the second 1 im still trying to find that answer. my "advice" would be just be alone. but thats not much of a "living" answer....so it feels more like a deadend/just ctb anyway...

but i dont feel like im right here either.
thought i was an alien as a kid. still think about it sometimes. it would make more sense
 
The_Hunter

The_Hunter

Hunter
Nov 30, 2024
77
I certainly agree with you that this world is--as a whole, that is--crazy, incoherent, as if [it's] a hormone-riddled teenager high on hormones, at the dizzying heights of angst. But that teenager even sometimes goes out to have a chill drink somewhere, but that's beside the point.

I think in a way, everyone who lives--yes, including the non-suicidal--have themselves a way of hiding from the insanity of the whole world, from time to time. Every little coffee-shop chat like a pocket from the cold in the whole of the outside. Sometimes we go out from our sanctuary and find novel peaces along with novel insanities.

My way of dealing with how crazy the world as a whole, is sometimes to remember that you're not the only one who recognizes is, and feels appalled by it. There is good reason why people don't talk & think [of] politics 24/7, the world is a chaotic and hard to deal with place, so we save ourselves and take breaks.

Know that the world was not made for anyone in particular; so even if it's not for anyone, that also means it's for everyone as well, whether that be a good or bad thing. I say that it's possible for us to make places there[,] for ourselves, despite all the alienation and confusion throughout here and there--to make sanctuary from the rubble, and know people who are worth knowing. My words put forth.
 
Vivir_O_No

Vivir_O_No

Member
Dec 10, 2023
90
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I don't like the world or people in general. The world we live in is very violent and based on greed. People are self-centered and hurt one another without a second thought. I have been trying to cope with this all my life, but I still have a hard time accepting that the world we live in is the way it is. It's one of the main reasons I don't want to live in this world.

Any one else feel like they don't have a place in this crazy world? How do you cope or adapt?
Meditating helps me to detach from the painful and hateful voices within my head.

It is all too painful nonetheless.
 
33-vertebrae

33-vertebrae

Puella Aeternus
Sep 6, 2024
94
I hide away like a fucking coward.
 
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Depressed2

Member
Oct 25, 2024
33
My cats are the only reason that im alive. I live for them,i love them.
I look to them as if they are my kids; i can't leave them behind.
 
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John_Galt

John_Galt

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Jan 2, 2025
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I guess there comes a time when you don't try anymore and you become numb to it all - Though mostly I Immerse myself in movies... But it seems like even the vast world of entertainment feels boring, The culture of the modern escapism feels stiff like rigor mortis, but maybe it always was a corpse and now we are starting to sense the decay even in our virtual means of escape with a painted on exit door.

Sorry if this sounds depressing, But Im sure people have techniques about them to make it throughout the day, and beyond- And sometimes its realizing who you Live for, fight for, provide for... and ultimately die for that pushes people forward.
If death is our motivator in this forum or at least a motivator for many but not All, what are the people that choose to live motivated by?
Though it may just be attachments and a obligation to live for society and people, or even the fear of death which is palpable- or its just little things that build yourself up; Like materialism.... and maybe underneath the perfect exterior is hollow numbness.
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Specialist
Jan 11, 2024
333
I'm planning to move to a saner state while determining long term where to go. I don't really have a place, so I cope with hobbies and online communities. I've given up a long of normal life because I just feel so broken and lost.
 
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frailcoffee

Member
Oct 13, 2024
11
I don't like the world or people in general. The world we live in is very violent and based on greed. People are self-centered and hurt one another without a second thought. I have been trying to cope with this all my life, but I still have a hard time accepting that the world we live in is the way it is. It's one of the main reasons I don't want to live in this world.

Any one else feel like they don't have a place in this crazy world? How do you cope or adapt?
I no longer wish to do anything other than create/revel in the arts whenever I am displeased with life
 
harlow-paige

harlow-paige

part bot, part girl, full disaster
Jan 1, 2025
23
mostly just isolate and slash or dissociate away from the majority of the outside world, but that's a such a double edged sword, fricking human brains craving connections. I think recently i've kinda discovered (yeah it took me a while) that so many things and so many people aren't really worth putting my energy into, sure it feels empty and lonely but it's way less stressful.
 

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