Method How do i stop SI if I want to jump?

[StolenLife]

It seems that my suicide will be much closer than I expected because I'm likely to fail out of med school. I have attempted jumping in october but the SI was so strong that I couldn't even climb over the bridge rails. Everything else is right, the height is mostly fatal and there's sea underneath. I need something to numb my SI in order to succeed. Another thing is that I'm socially dumb so i have no idea how people get drugs or weed. Will 4-5 cans of beer be enough considering that I never even got drunk before? I know jumping is scary but it's the only option I have as SN is getting harder to come by.

 

[SVEN]

If myself, I'd have something to eat a couple of hours beforehand (chugging alcohol on an empty tum always makes me sick) and I'd spike my drink with a large Vodka. Here in the UK I'd sooner use strong cider rather than beer, as that works better at making me woozy.
Once that kicks in (I would consume it at the scene) I'd maybe do something daft like try to dance on the edge, or maybe lower myself over the edge hanging on by my arms. Whilst that wouldn't be as ideal as going headfirst it would sort of ease me into the act.

 

[Kiraya]

getting drunk really depends on factors such as your age, gender, weight, and metabolism. being younger, smaller, and having a slow metabolism will make you more likely to have a low tolerance to alcohol :)

also like sven said, i would just try to relax near the edge - u know have a little fun before i go, maybe spin around near the to make myself dizzy ?

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

self-hypnosis about the unreality of the world can help, just imagine for a moment that you are not falling from a height, but into your bed. You can make it happen through the power of "just do it." When for the first time at a young age I couldn't decide to shave my head for fear of looking defiant, I just told myself to do it and not think about the consequences, and I did it. It was the same with the first drug use. In fact I would recommend finding a benzo and a more peaceful way