How do I mentally prepare myself for ctb sooner than i'd like?

[Ambivalent1]

?

 

[prtsn]

i don't really have an answer cause I'm on the same boat but my best guess would be just when you feel you're ready

 

[yyytry]

?

For me, it's prepping a method that I can deploy in an instant. That way there is less questions I need to solve if I have to go sooner than what I envisioned.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Why do you need to rush?

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that with questions like this, the answer is that only the individual knows when the time is right for them to leave, I bet that many of the people who went through with ctb were either very desperate, determined or just knew that the time had come. As long as someone has a reliable method plan that they feel confident in then they can just leave when the time is right for them.