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- Jul 17, 2024
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The more I educate myself and better understand the reason for my collosal failure in life, the more clearly I see that it's all my parents' fault.
My father made me and ran away. All he wanted was to take the virginity of my stupid mother. He always lived nearby but never even bothered to be a part of my life. If I'm a coward who has nothing in life is because I've been subconsciously following his footsteps.
My mother is the most ignorant and blind person I know. She'll deny the truth that is in front of her face even if it's bathing in evidence. How could she have involved herself with a loser like my father, who already had a son he didn't raise? She had and has no idea of how to be a mother. She ruined me, castrated me, turned a great kid into a pitiful joke of an adult.
I'm a victim of both their stupidity. I hate this so much. I hate them so much for doing this to me.
How does one deal with that? I'd erase them from my life if I could but they've created the weakest person on the planet who cannot do anything about anything.
Does anyone relate? Have you figured this out?
My father made me and ran away. All he wanted was to take the virginity of my stupid mother. He always lived nearby but never even bothered to be a part of my life. If I'm a coward who has nothing in life is because I've been subconsciously following his footsteps.
My mother is the most ignorant and blind person I know. She'll deny the truth that is in front of her face even if it's bathing in evidence. How could she have involved herself with a loser like my father, who already had a son he didn't raise? She had and has no idea of how to be a mother. She ruined me, castrated me, turned a great kid into a pitiful joke of an adult.
I'm a victim of both their stupidity. I hate this so much. I hate them so much for doing this to me.
How does one deal with that? I'd erase them from my life if I could but they've created the weakest person on the planet who cannot do anything about anything.
Does anyone relate? Have you figured this out?