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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
404
I have heard that death by gunshot is painless.
So I am thinking of CTB ing via gunshot
 
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can'tPlodAnymore

New Member
Dec 3, 2024
3
hello. same country, fellow. i'm 25, and rn, spiraling down
 
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can'tPlodAnymore

New Member
Dec 3, 2024
3
not really, sorry. was wanting to talk...
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
404
guj; 25; a phd student.
thinking of ctb as i don't see myself ever being happy
okay ,may i know the reason whyyou believe you will never be happy?
what do you believe happens after death?
how was your school life upto class 12?how was your college life ?
have you faced any bullying?
please read mine and tell me how bad it was

 
(UN)COMMON SENSE

(UN)COMMON SENSE

mariah carey's unpaid summer intern
May 30, 2026
23
I genuinely don't have even the slightest clue
 
SMeOand

SMeOand

Member
Jul 4, 2026
16
Try to get SN or IG first as those are mostly painless if you want to CTB using guns at all cost get a license for that (I dont know indian gun law you'll have to figure that out yourself) or try and get/steal one from a police officer if you can
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
404
Try to get SN or IG first as those are mostly painless if you want to CTB using guns at all cost get a license for that (I dont know indian gun law you'll have to figure that out yourself) or try and get/steal one from a police officer if you can
how do police officers get access to guns?
 
SMeOand

SMeOand

Member
Jul 4, 2026
16
how do police officers get access to guns?
Its part of their jobs I dont know much about police in india but you can probably get one from a family member that works in policing if they keep their firearms at home
 

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