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treestumpbootsneo

treestumpbootsneo

Member
Sep 14, 2021
35
Googled pro suicide sites, since most seemed anti suicide
 
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BlueButterfly19

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Sep 14, 2024
36
Funny enough found this site by google searching one of my friend's usernames. If it weren't for them I probably never would have found this site.
 
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late2life

late2life

zero sum game
Sep 8, 2024
32
a certain man's correlation to other internet subcultures and this site
 
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Warlord's Pulse

Warlord's Pulse

Time to end this endless war
May 27, 2024
248
Can't even remember lol, been a lurker for so long. Don't usually remember the "prologue" of anything, tho
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
I don't remember exactly how I did it, but if I remember correctly, I was looking for information about inert gas and somehow ended up here.
 
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Deathw!sh

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Oct 9, 2024
32
I googled something.
 
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Sutter

Sutter

Experienced
Oct 21, 2024
246
Internets search, yup internets.

I was looking for information and authentic humans. Must have been like the 14th page load, a line from this site popped up. Thats how I was landed here, sheer dumb luck.

I know super crazy amazing story, well not really. The people are amazing though and honest at SaSu. That is a priceless fortune to come by these days.

Thank you for sharing your hopes, dreams, pain , suffering, love, and a small peak at the essence of who you are. It is appreciated.
 
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Goosechan

Goosechan

I'm so tired
Nov 1, 2024
85
I wanted to learn more about SN and SaSu popped up on Google. Which kinda surprised me with how much Google doesn't show. I genuinely feel so comforted having found this place and knowing that so many others did. I haven't posted a lot but I do feel some support anytime I get a notification that someone has reacted to my messages.
I was looking for information and authentic humans. Must have been like the 14th page load, a line from this site popped up. Thats how I was landed here, sheer dumb luck.
I do actually think that is incredible luck. But it also speaks of your perseverance to dig through 14 pages of results to find the information you seek. I'm not sure if I could.

The people are amazing though and honest at SaSu. That is a priceless fortune to come by these days.

Thank you for sharing your hopes, dreams, pain , suffering, love, and a small peak at the essence of who you are. It is appreciated.
Hard agree.
 
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We Are Angels

Student
Sep 24, 2024
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Funny enough found this site by google searching one of my friend's usernames. If it weren't for them I probably never would have found this site.
That must have been an awkward conversation afterwards... or did you never tell them? Lol
 
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FlufflesAway

FlufflesAway

Student
Jul 31, 2024
101
Yup, bbc articles led me here. the bbc have a lot of blood on their hands
 
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Sutter

Sutter

Experienced
Oct 21, 2024
246
I do actually think that is incredible luck.

Well honestly I figure you dont make it 51 years in this life on luck alone. Perseverance, that is kind of you, but yes I went pretty hard at life and weathered a bit just be being tenacious, sometimes stubborn goes a long way. I feel alot more refined with perseverance, makes me think Im a bit noble.

Best you sir,maam best to you.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
Googling methods
 
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WildAtHeart

WildAtHeart

tired
Oct 1, 2024
144
google suicide forums
 
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MeSauce

MeSauce

Bored of Life.
Jun 1, 2023
128
Tantacrul's Video. My god, he's a shill
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,523
Tantacrul: my God I recently rewatched the video, just to make sure my initial assesment of the video was correct.
I think my assessment held up, i still hate that video. Something about the way he speaks.
It feels like he's trying to be authentic / genuine but failing. Also the points he made just haven't held up, especially after being here for any amount of time.

I came here for methods and lurked, years ago now. Only recently made an account.
 
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altkey

altkey

Experienced
Nov 18, 2024
202
I was just googling suicide methods and such and eventually found this place
 
maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
181
A Reddit deep dive
 
pointblank

pointblank

digicore glitz° • ✧
Dec 12, 2024
202
I was searching about N on a 4chan archive and an anon mentioned the site.
 
foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
154
Saw this site on a Google search while looking for methods. Lucky find!
 
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lapislazu

Member
Nov 21, 2024
19
I think I had just google searched suicide methods, and in some Wikepedia article, this website was mentioned
 
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CallmeWill4719

Member
Nov 11, 2024
93
Back in the day, we were on reddit haha, I remember multiple subs being created to bypass the dumb rules then they gave up and made this website.
 
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let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

Meh
Jul 12, 2024
300
I can't exactly remember because I've had ECT since joining, but I do remember that I had to search for it and I first read about it on some news article that didn't give the name
 
Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Tantacrul's video. Him making that video has probably done the opposite of what he wanted and got more people to find this site.
 
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Violet7

Violet7

Member
Nov 4, 2024
14
Someone on Reddit mentioned it, I had never heard about it prior. It's really helpful having an avenue like this or we can talk freely about our feelings instead of being forced to stifle them or edit them.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
Once I got serious about CTB and realized how difficult it is, I started Googling for all kinds of methods and this site popped up multiple times with exactly the info I was looking for.
 
CTBsteve

CTBsteve

Member
Dec 14, 2024
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I heard about people advocating for the right to be able to chose to CTB online a couple years ago and felt like I supported that but never really looked into it too much. I felt connected to self harm communities before in the past and saw some of them reference "SaSu" so I googled it out of curiosity and landed here.
 

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