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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
231
Did you decide on the most lethal method? Or did you choose the cheapest/easiest/least painful method to carry out? And what is your method?

I want to go via an Opiates (preferably heroin) and benzos OD, as it seems so peaceful.
I just don't want my next attempt to fuck up as I've tried partial hanging a few times.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Partial hanging or gunshot to to the right side of the head; it´s like a light switch turning off a buttom.
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
I have SN ready to go but I'm thinking of doing charcoal CO in a car. I just want to fall asleep. I think I at least owe myself a peaceful exit
 
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maru.

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
226
Did you decide on the most lethal method? Or did you choose the cheapest/easiest/least painful method to carry out? And what is your method?

I want to go via an Opiates (preferably heroin) and benzos OD, as it seems so peaceful.
I just don't want my next attempt to fuck up as I've tried partial hanging a few times.

My method atm is SN, this could always change, especially if it becomes harder to get, then i'll go for something else, but for now it's the one i like most.

It's cheaper and easier to get than F or N, and it doesn't have the setup of the exit bag, which makes it more acessible for me.
It doesn't have the consequences of standard ODs through meds, so even if i fail, i don't have to deal with liver failure or brain damage.
It's also not as scary as jumping or hanging to me, so it's easier to just do it.
 
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InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
My method atm is SN, this could always change, especially if it becomes harder to get, then i'll go for something else, but for now it's the one i like most.

It's cheaper and easier to get than F or N, and it doesn't have the setup of the exit bag, which makes it more acessible for me.
It doesn't have the consequences of standard ODs through meds, so even if i fail, i don't have to deal with liver failure or brain damage.
It's also not as scary as jumping or hanging to me, so it's easier to just do it.
Thoughts on the CO method?
 
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Desi

Student
Aug 16, 2019
118
I'm still debating what my method will be. I have very few options. SS is a good place to know what's trending. :blarg:
The main factor for me is... not suffering and not failing. Who wants to wake up in a hospital ward possibly with horrible injuries ?
The chem way needs careful planning, I don't know who i can trust for the info, i have zero medical expertise.
Is that you the avatar? I did the same once but took thenpicture away. Always had a problem with my own image and myself in general.
 
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maru.

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
226
Thoughts on the CO method?

Where i live it seems SN is still easier to get, so it's still my first option.
It looks like the setup for CO is more simple than the exit bag, but still, to me drinking a glass of water mixed with a certain salt just seems even easier.
However, if SN stops being as viable, CO is right up there in my top choices, since it has everything i want in a method, it's just peaceful.
 
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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
231
I'm still debating what my method will be. I have very few options. SS is a good place to know what's trending. :blarg:
The main factor for me is... not suffering and not failing. Who wants to wake up in a hospital ward possibly with horrible injuries ?
The chem way needs careful planning, I don't know who i can trust for the info, i have zero medical expertise.
Is that you the avatar? I did the same once but took thenpicture away. Always had a problem with my own image and myself in general.
Yeah that's the part of failing that's the scariest. And yeah that's me
 
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Giraffey

Your Orange Crush
Mar 7, 2020
439
I had a list of criteria for my designer death. They were split into must-haves and would-likes.

Some examples of must-haves;

* Painless.
* None to minimal distress (no hypercapnic alarm response, no dyspnea etc) before unconsciousness
* No risk of vomiting, reliance on anti-emetics not acceptable.
* Leave my body in a reasonably good condition for any identification and burial (no decapitation or mutilation but some minor abnormalities like abdominal swelling acceptable).
* High lethality
* No post-unconscious vomiting

Some would-like examples:

* Time to death should be quick (not protracted over days).
* Ability to be performed outside in nature.
* No post-unconscious seizures

I have two primary methods that meet all of my criteria, and a series of backup or secondary methods that meet only some, and are intended as emergency measures to be used only in very specific situations as detailed in a written plan.

It does complicate matters having a list and having to take extra precautions in order to satisfy the criteria but for me, my death is as important as any birth, preparation is invaluable. After all, you only really get one shot to get it right.
 
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InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Where i live it seems SN is still easier to get, so it's still my first option.
It looks like the setup for CO is more simple than the exit bag, but still, to me drinking a glass of water mixed with a certain salt just seems even easier.
However, if SN stops being as viable, CO is right up there in my top choices, since it has everything i want in a method, it's just peaceful.
Agreed SN is still my top choice but the only downside of SN for me is it involves ingesting and tasting a poisonous substance. Hence I want to try the charcoal CO method.
 
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soda_pressed

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
231
My method atm is SN, this could always change, especially if it becomes harder to get, then i'll go for something else, but for now it's the one i like most.

It's cheaper and easier to get than F or N, and it doesn't have the setup of the exit bag, which makes it more acessible for me.
It doesn't have the consequences of standard ODs through meds, so even if i fail, i don't have to deal with liver failure or brain damage.
It's also not as scary as jumping or hanging to me, so it's easier to just do it.
Sorry what's F?
 
Giraffey

Giraffey

Your Orange Crush
Mar 7, 2020
439
Sorry what's F?

A letter, short-hand for fuck and also for firearm, I believe.

Edit: It also seems to stand for other things and other methods - I guess you learn something new every day.

One day F might come to stand for the Fig method...
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
I take all of the above into consideration
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
What are you willing to sacrifice in comfort if you don't have access to euthanasia clinics, or Nembutal?, and can I afford this?. Is what I asked myself. That's how I picked my method.
 
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InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
I'm doing the SN method, it's a really simple procedure and in my situation the SN, antiemetic (metoclopramide, prescription needed), and antacid (tagamet, OTC in the U.S) are not that hard to get. It's not painful at all and I'll be dead in a few hours. Sure, the SN is super salty but I can eat chocolate truffle or something afterwards lol Lying for a prescription isn't super difficult. I wouldn't want to do anything painful or indirectly hurting anyone like jumping in front of a truck no matter how suicidal I am.

I've never done any drugs so I don't know what opiates feel like. I'm not tempted to try either, the addiction part feels really horrific to me. I don't have the will power to use opiates either. I've heard it feels really nice though, like a floaty fluffy feeling? I'm probably wrong about that, I'm ignorant about this stuff.

I know how you feel about partial hanging. I tried it myself and I couldn't get over my head feeling like it'll explode. :(
 
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Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
I decided to blow my brains out with a rifle, because I have a rifle.
But I'm not ready to go just yet.
 
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WearyOfStruggling

Male, 54
May 23, 2020
117
Inert gas Exit Bag is my preference because of the limited methods accessible to me, it is said to have the highest chance of success (many reputable sources say it is near certain to be fatal if the procedure is followed correctly), and finally it is said to be painless, gentle and nonviolent which appeals to me very much. I don't want to suffer; I feel that I've done enough of that already.

I am in the process of trying to buy industrial He. My fear is I won't be successful in getting it, and thus I will have to resort to something else. I doubt that I would be successful in hanging or ligature, and I don't know of a way to obtain all items required for SN, so I suppose I would then resort to charcoal CO, but I would have to go to a remote location and either be in my car or some kind of shelter such as a relatively air-tight tent, and the whole process seems difficult and failure-prone.
 
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mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,091
I chose N. It's quick, peaceful and I think you would feel very nice as it kicks in, like a general anaesthetic (I have taken small doses of it). The only bad thing is it's hard to get and tastes vile.
 
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Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
393
It's going to be jumping or hanging with me. Although where I live in England there are few places to jump but so small in ft. I would have to travel to the nearest place that's high enough and that's the forth Road bridge now it's alot quieter.
 
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GoldenFox51

New Member
Jun 1, 2020
2
Probably strangulation, it's pretty easy to do and peaceful.
 
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Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
@soda_pressed A couple of other factors that will influence ur choice of method is level of desperation and how brave r you. Coz in my country people ctb by self immolation and drinking pesticides ... Both are the most painful methods .. But still ppl do it .
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
I wanted to go peacefully and mostly quietly. SN method.
 
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Ghassane

Feral kitten
Mar 8, 2020
117
Hanging is not working for me but i keep on trying also i can't get sn where i live so it's gonna be jumping on a solid ground at least 100 meters their's a tower that ppl can access in this city maybe i could slip to the top without anybody noticing i won't think twice 1 2 jump °^^°
 
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Bsbsb12

Member
Apr 22, 2020
26
I've tried few times to hang myself (full suspension) but I can't dare. I am weak and SI works. I read a lot good about SN here, so I will go with it, because it's easy.(sry for bad English).
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Hi. No offense but I advice you to remove your picture if that's you. It will not be good if someone who knows you finds you on this site. And it could frustrate your ctb plans. I know there is not a high probability of this to happen but if you want to show yourself is OK. Just my advice.
 
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Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Hi. No offense but I advice you to remove your picture if that's you. It will not be good if someone who knows you finds you on this site. And it could frustrate your ctb plans. I know there is not a high probability of this to happen but if you want to show yourself is OK. Just my advice.
Completely agree . Glad to see u have removed ur pic as it may get u in trouble. Apart from people who could scupper ur ctb plans, there may be some jerk who may try to take advantage of ur identity and the state of mind u r in .
 
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Valsalva

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Feb 25, 2020
96
I've tried few times to hang myself (full suspension) but I can't dare. I am weak and SI works. I read a lot good about SN here, so I will go with it, because it's easy.(sry for bad English).
How did you fail with full suspension?
 
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