
BridgeJumper
The Arsonist
- Apr 7, 2019
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I was 18 when I chose jumping. 20 when I first jumped.
Bridge wasnt tall enough. Fucked my back and my right leg up and just drowned. Got pulled out by cops.
Yep, Im guessing someone passing through the bridge called 911 (it was a bridge both for pedestrians and for cars). Or someone passing by the river or whatever. Either way they got me pretty quick. Now I limp like a retard and have huge ptsd for cold water.
I went from jumping (not reliable enough) to digoxin, from plant leaves. And then heard about successful caffeine powder stories and got some. Then went back to the idea of heart-stopping plants, this time pong pong seeds. Looking at this forum I don't know if SN or seeds is better.
What scares me about SN is botching and ending up with brain damage (though some wrote you don't get brain damage, you sure?). With seeds, it does not seem very likely to survive even if you are discovered and hospitalised.
Jumping is very reliable.
How did you overcome survival instinct when you jumped? I think about jumping from the Manhattan Bridge, but I could never find the guts to actually do it. Were you drunk or on drugs?Yep, Im guessing someone passing through the bridge called 911 (it was a bridge both for pedestrians and for cars). Or someone passing by the river or whatever. Either way they got me pretty quick. Now I limp like a retard and have huge ptsd for cold water.
what combo of drugs would you recommend to lower inhibitions, if you don't mind me asking?Yes I was on hella drugs. Being fucked up makes me more courageous. In fact I was on so many drugs I needed to have my stomach pumped. I also pracitced going over the railing for 2 years prior to get desentisized to the fear associated with it
There are several methods that fit this bill.I still haven't chosen my method as of yet, but my criteria are the following:
• Peaceful
• Affordable
• Non-violent
• Efficient
• Fast (takes no more than an hour to cause brain death).
• I can purchase everything legally.
But finding such a method would be too good to be true.
Which RC are you speaking of?RC OD seems easiest for accessibility...