How could I restrain my hands?

[WiltedSoul]

I plan to suffocate myself to death soon as, besides SN, it was the closest I have ever come to successfully CTB and I'm broken and for some reason don't actually panic or suffer when I can't breathe.

In fact, the first time I ever did it was out of extreme desperation in a hotel room with a pillow and nothing to keep me from shutting the whole thing down, yet I was able to become unconscious and only lifted my head once I was actually out of it & unaware.

I would just do SN but I was rescued and now I have an aversion to it & I can't keep it down & I am super disgusted by it. I have a thread about it if anyone is curious.

Anyway. Any ideas for restraining my hands so that when I suffocate myself I can't remove whatever I'm using to do it after I'm unconscious? People in my home are suspicious of me so I can't use anything too weird but I'm in a lot of pain and I need to be free.

 

[keitaro]

that sounds tricky... i have no idea how someone could restrain their own hands while suffocating themself. doesn't seem effective.

 

[eternalflame]

How do you want to suffocate yourself? Won't you start trashing around? Maybe some duct tape will work.

 

[WiltedSoul]

I plan to duct tape my nose and mouth. I won't thrash around, at least not while I'm conscious. Nobody will be home when I do it so it shouldn't matter too much.

I'm just unsure of how to keep my hands from potentially reaching up and removing the tape once I'm out of it, the body does crazy things. I practiced a bit and I think tying one hand to my foot, then applying the duct tape, then tying the other hand to my other foot might work, but what I used to test this out would easily break and tying was difficult.

Then I thought maybe handcuffs might work even better because then it would be less fiddly and I could even cuff one hand to my bed frame after finishing with taping my mouth/nose instead of doing hands to feet for both, but.. I'm afraid if someone found them I'd be hospitalized because there's no good explanation I could come up with for why I have them.

So I need some idea of something I could buy that might be a bit less annoying than straight up rope but wouldn't be too suspicious if found.

 

[eternalflame]

I don't think your idea will work, people tear down plastic bags when they get scared so there won't be much problem with duct tape. Try searching the forum though.

 

[Forgetting5]

Unfortunately you will end up ripping it off with duct tape or not. Unless you have incredible willpower, your survival instincts will take over. You can try using sedative drugs beforehand.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

How good are you at holding your breath? You need time to duct tape your face then put handcuffs behind your back.

 

[picklemick]

I plan to duct tape my nose and mouth. I won't thrash around, at least not while I'm conscious. Nobody will be home when I do it so it shouldn't matter too much.

I'm just unsure of how to keep my hands from potentially reaching up and removing the tape once I'm out of it, the body does crazy things. I practiced a bit and I think tying one hand to my foot, then applying the duct tape, then tying the other hand to my other foot might work, but what I used to test this out would easily break and tying was difficult.

Then I thought maybe handcuffs might work even better because then it would be less fiddly and I could even cuff one hand to my bed frame after finishing with taping my mouth/nose instead of doing hands to feet for both, but.. I'm afraid if someone found them I'd be hospitalized because there's no good explanation I could come up with for why I have them.

So I need some idea of something I could buy that might be a bit less annoying than straight up rope but wouldn't be too suspicious if found.

Messaging you about SN experience.

 

[Worndown]

Cheap handcuffs?

 

[Ta555]

Why are people saying OP will rip whatever they're using off if they say they're going to RESTRAIN THEIR HANDS. This is the whole point of the thread. They won't be ripping anything off if they restrain their hands. What are you people on about?

OP, I was going to suggest handcuffs from an adult store but it seems you don't want to use handcuffs so Idk sorry.

 

[Hollowman]

Super glue might work

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Heavy-duty zip-ties.......................You'd have to get your hands zip-tied behind you quickly, right after taping up your mouth and nose. I think you really need to zip-tie them behind your back around a sturdy pole, too, because if your arms are just behind your back, you can potentially step through them with your legs and get them back in front of you (you can sit down and make getting your legs through your arms easier). I think this method has too many potential pitfalls.

 

[eternalflame]

If he's going to tie his hands with duct tape then he will probably rip it off.

 

[Graytaichi]

Its not pleasant. Sounds like hanging but hanging is much faster. I seen alot of vids abt hanging they dont struggle much if done right. Most fully suspension.

If he's going to tie his hands with duct tape then he will probably rip it off.

There are gorilla tapes that u wont be able to remove . It seems very unpleasant, hope u rethink the suffering u been through.

 

[WiltedSoul]

I'm doing it today. Adios, friends.

 

[keitaro]

hope it goes well. rest in peace~