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Aura Brewing
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- Dec 27, 2019
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Okay, this is a deeply insensitive question, I know. I've lost family to cancer and I know it's a very awful thing- but I've thought to myself, how could I die in a way that my family could better come to terms with? Whenever I plan my death, I'm riddled with the knowledge that my family will tell themselves "If I just did things differently/If only I paid more attention/God how could I let her do this/etc" basically, I know very well that they will find ways to blame themselves, and I don't want that. They've gone above and beyond to help me, but I just can't be saved. So, as I said before, this seems like an insensitive thing to ask, but I just want to find a way to make the aftermath of my death a little easier on them. I'm also hoping that if I can get any solid answer on a realistic way to do this- I hope of the types of cancer, it could be narrowed down to stomach cancer? For other reasons it feels like the right type for me to get. Again, I know this is an odd thing to ask and you may call me an idiot if you must, but it just feels like a better option than letting the police tell em they found my mangled corpse on the train tracks