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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
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You fuxkijg cant


And when there's genuinely no hope, you really stop trying. Then you're fucked.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

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May 31, 2025
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I personally find enjoyment in my life for that exact reason, I'm suicidal so what the fuck does it matter that I get dangerously drunk or cut my body or hurt myself. I WANT to die, and that gives me a sort of strange freedom. This only really applies if you have the means to do anything though, which luckily I do. For those that don't, its just kind of hopeless.
 
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timechained

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Apr 15, 2025
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I personally find enjoyment in my life for that exact reason, I'm suicidal so what the fuck does it matter that I get dangerously drunk or cut my body or hurt myself. I WANT to die, and that gives me a sort of strange freedom. This only really applies if you have the means to do anything though, which luckily I do. For those that don't, its just kind of hopeless.
That same freedom makes me not care about anything, like what's the point? I can't enjoy life the way I used to before I became suicidal, it's like an anchor...
 
Doll Steak

Doll Steak

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May 31, 2025
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That same freedom makes me not care about anything, like what's the point? I can't enjoy life the way I used to before I became suicidal, it's like an anchor...
Yeah I can see where you're coming from, I switch between thinking like that and thinking like how I said. Its always in the back of my mind like why the fuck am I even doing anything anyway?
 

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