Max1714
Member
- Dec 18, 2025
- 29
Hi SS,
Some time ago, I made my last post here. Since then, I've had some time to think about my life and what I want to do.
I don't want to die, but living is just so hard. I'm happy to say that lately I've started to feel happy again, but life feels so mundane. Every day is the same thing, just leading into a void of nothingness.
So what do I do? One thing comes to mind: smoke, drink, and do the most dangerous things I can think of. We all die anyway, so why not live like there's no tomorrow? Fuck being afraid. I don't fear the dark. If I die young at 20, so be it. I lived, and isn't that all that matters?
What's your thoughts on this, guys? Is not being afraid worth dying young?
Some time ago, I made my last post here. Since then, I've had some time to think about my life and what I want to do.
I don't want to die, but living is just so hard. I'm happy to say that lately I've started to feel happy again, but life feels so mundane. Every day is the same thing, just leading into a void of nothingness.
So what do I do? One thing comes to mind: smoke, drink, and do the most dangerous things I can think of. We all die anyway, so why not live like there's no tomorrow? Fuck being afraid. I don't fear the dark. If I die young at 20, so be it. I lived, and isn't that all that matters?
What's your thoughts on this, guys? Is not being afraid worth dying young?
