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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
This is the main thing about my method that is really worrying me.

I plan to go backcountry camping when I do it.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
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I've used Google earth to plan backcountry motorcycle trips
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,365
All my opinion.

I would take a wooden boat out to the ocean small motor . go out as far as gas or battery will last . Bring charged drill . Drink certain poison . Drill hole in boat. Drink poison or shoot myself with gun .not being sarcastic just need to die
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
All my opinion.

I would take a wooden boat out to the ocean small motor . go out as far as gas or battery will last . Bring charged drill . Drink certain poison . Drill hole in boat. Drink poison or shoot myself with gun .not being sarcastic just need to die
The method requires me to fall into the water immediately afterward, so taking a boat out and drilling a hole isn't going to work, as I will be unconscious due to cerebral hypoxia from the gas (N2O) that I just inhaled. I will most likely use a lake (without currents) rather than the ocean because a) I don't live near the ocean, b) no chance of being carried back to shore by the current.

I'm trying to figure out how to do this so as to minimize the chance of being seen and "rescued."
 
Hellis

Hellis

Relapsed
Jul 25, 2025
121
Bathtub if you live alone would be my bet. Now do I keep the clothes on?
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Bathtub if you live alone would be my bet. Now do I keep the clothes on?
i've considered renting an 'aparthotel' and doing it there, but i'm a bit worried that I could flip over, either due to potential seizures from N2O or something else. But if there was some way to ensure that I wouldn't flip over, then I agree it would be best.
 

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