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soniaimi

soniaimi

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Jan 11, 2024
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I have tried cutting my wrists to CTB 2 times now, with no success, with the first time leaving me with with a quite large pool of blood, but not enough for me to even faint.

should i do aspirin? i heard it makes the blood thinner, if i take a bunch of those and slide the blade vertically (haven't tried that yet) i suppose my third try will be better

also since we are in the topic of cutting, should i cut my neck? is it painful? how precise do i need to be for all of this to work?

EDIT: i would also like to point out that my brother is quite buff and was able to break the bathroom door i was sitting during the pool of blood incident so i guess i should do this outside in a place no one can see me just to be safe?

also how about inanition? i almost don't drink water at all, and i suppose that if i stop eating for quite a large amount of days it will all help in my try being successful
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I would reconsider that method as it has a very low to non success rate

 
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logi3535

logi3535

im a mess
Jan 8, 2024
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oww.. this sounds like a very painful way to go, even if you're desperate i wouldn't recommend it, i would recommend stans SN guide but that does require obtaining some drugs beforehand, some of which can be a little difficult, though i think most here would agree that it has the highest success rate with a somewhat peaceful ending, wishing you the best :heart:
 
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