How can I become a better person?

[SadGirl]

My girlfriend (ex) broke up with me about a month ago. She said I was draining her money, her mental health, etc... Okay, I met some other girls, but it didn't work out, I think because of my behavior. I have generalized anxiety, bipolar disorder, depression, and ADHD. I still use cocaine (I intend to stop). The last girl I went out with told me not to get my hopes up about a relationship. When she came to spend the weekend at my house, I used a lot of cocaine and that bothered her. Not to mention my jealousy and insecurity because of my anxiety and all that. I think I'm not ready for a relationship right now, although I don't want one right now, I'm just meeting other girls. I consider myself a nice and pleasant person, and I am, but what could I improve about my behavior?

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Going to be completely honest, it sounds like the cocaine may be the root of a lot of problems here. It can be hard having a partner that uses drugs at all, let alone ones like cocaine. The worrying can put a lot of mental weight on someone.

If I may ask, why are you "meeting girls" to begin with if not for a relationship?

 

[SadGirl]

Going to be completely honest, it sounds like the cocaine may be the root of a lot of problems here. It can be hard having a partner that uses drugs at all, let alone ones like cocaine. The worrying can put a lot of mental weight on someone.

If I may ask, why are you "meeting girls" to begin with if not for a relationship?

I'm just getting to know them to make friends, or maybe something could happen, but nothing serious. And I'm going to quit cocaine for good, that's a fact.

 

[gunmetalblue]

You said you feel like you aren't ready for a relationship right now. Maybe start there, and ask yourself why you think that in the first place? Then some self introspection from your previous behaviour and mental state, could be a start.
I wish you luck, and yeah the cocaine isn't going to help. But you already know that.