gizzreid
spence
- Apr 26, 2023
- 140
i'm a long time cutter, on and off. for about a decade now i have always fantasized about slitting my wrists. i know it's not hugely reliable but i can't think of any other way that's accessible. since 2019 i have had this "tutorial" i found on how to do it and make sure it's as good as it can be, like drinking water nonstop the day before to enlarge your viens. i'd choose something else but there's really nothing else i can do if i want to go soon, which i do, i've been trying since i was like 12 and it's always failed, mostly cause i was a minor and didn't really have a choice in what i had. now i can buy things, but still limited, can't just walk into a gun shop and say "one of your deadliest guns, my good sir!", but buying a straight razor is pretty simple. my biggest worry is the pain... i've heard if it's super sharp, it won't hurt as much as if it's only a little sharp weirdly enough, but that could very well be an old wives tail. success rate aside, what's the pain like? and in the same vein (hah...), if i got really stoned would it minimize or maximize the pain? i am a regular stoner so it wouldn't hurt my motor functions. thank you!
