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vyvanceandvodka
hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
- Jan 7, 2026
- 143
How bad is the following high school bullying experience?
(I am a male and all the bullies were male as well ) 11 and 12(2018-2020) were the worst years of my life.I still have nightmare of those two years grade 11:--- (I used to go there only once a month due to ragging(aka bullying),so went there only 7-8 days in whole year) 1)name calling...
sanctioned-suicide.net
can you read my exp?
it was very stressful and traumatizing and i used to have panic attacks
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
when I got better grades than the other children, they beat me up after school
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
was it a one time because then it isn't that bad.Mine was from grade 3-grade 12 .
grade 11 and grade 12 felt the most intense
LittleSunshine
F♡ck Around And F♤nd Out
- Jul 20, 2025
- 575
Not much, because they didn't get the chance since I wasn't at school much.
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
no, it was often during the first 5 years of school,
when they got bad grades, they were very angry and aggressive
how often did you used to go to school?wasn't there any attendance criteria
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
One time is bad enough. This is not a competition, I think you owe darksouls an apology for such a crass comment.
If i were beaten one time,i would be traumatized but then after a few weeks i would be back to feeling normal.
The problem is the repetitive nature of it.
I was bullied on and off for 10 year(grade 3- grade 12)
grade 11 and grade 12 felt the most intense
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
Those are very personal questions and none of your business.
raikko
New Member
- Dec 21, 2025
- 4
I wasn't really bullied per se
I used to have a lot of friends, but our group drifted apart, and I had three best friends left. One of them also has depression and BPD, so I thought she'd understand me, but when the time came and I started feeling like everyone hated me again, I went to my school's psychometrician who suggested I go talk to my friends first to let them know what I was feeling. I broke down in the hallway, and they left without saying a word, they later told me online that I made them uncomfortable, and that they didn't want to be friends with me anymore.
Now in university, I'm starting to feel the same way again, but at least I can control it, and instead of breaking down in front of my friends I just hide from them until the feeling goes away. They're good people who don't deserve me.
lpdsvm
Student
- Jan 11, 2026
- 129
This is how society is built. Those who study for real might be bullied and those who submit work someone did for them for money are considered cool and then the gatekeeping system asks for all your documents to qualify for a job etc. It's not just about being dishonest but also about them getting jealous and starting to bully and hating them.
TANETS
Silly girl w a Viktor tsoi obsession .
- Nov 11, 2024
- 113
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
That's great that you are so strong that you could get over a traumatic event so quickly but not everybody can. The problem for you might be the repetition, but that is not the case with everybody. Even one time is to many.
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
beating someone up is a very serious act of violence,
there are victims who are so severely traumatized by it that they suffer from it for the rest of their lives,
your statement is disrespectful to people who have experienced violence
hey i have been beaten many times.I have had worse things happen to me
It lasted from grade 3-grade 12
grade 11-grade 12 felt the most intense.
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
I am very sorry that something so terrible was done to you by people,
but that does not give you the right to judge how experiences of violence affect other people
MyLifeisHell
It hurts
- Jul 23, 2022
- 4,790
A psychiatrist assumed I was horribly bullied because I am autistic but the emotional abuse I ensured by people in his field in a facility was much worse than whatever I endured at the hands of some crappy children.
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
Go read the faq and rules thread. I think they frown on probing for personal information. If someone volunteers the information that is on them. But getting someone riled up so they will post it is not acceptable.
hey bud,what's wrong with you?why are you being so mean to me?
we are just having conversationWell, let's see, that was back in the early 1970's, and from what I can remember of it, it was CRAP!!
I grew up ultra poor, no money for any after school activities, like band, drama, sports, nothing. I was always looked down on as someone who did not exist until someone needed a laugh at my expense.
But for all the younger set here, keep this in mind. Now at almost 70, I can look at those that were so harsh on me, and I have done way better than most of them.
So, in the long run, all of us who had to watch out or keep our heads down just to get out and graduate. Krama, as in the long run they almost always lose.
Listen to your heart, soul and mind and NEVER EVER let some other moron who needs validation by being mean to you,
Walter
darksouls
Visionary
- May 10, 2025
- 2,638
mental bullying is awful and can completely destroy the victims
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
Oh there are a lot of things wrong with me. So you think I'm "picking" on you and you don't like it. But it is fine for you to belittle another person because they didn't get bullied as much as you. I felt like you weren't treating them with the respect everyone deserves.
As for reading the faq and the rules, it's just a suggestion.Last edited:
gottacheckout
COB
- May 20, 2025
- 689
Not really, well, maybe. I'm not sure. What did I do? I don't know I'm just COB.
I saw a post that I thought was aggressive. I suggested that you apologize to the poster. Not only did you not apologize you made more offensive posts.
My suggestion to read the faq and rules would be a good idea.
